is't worthy

is't worthy to spend ur life alone.counting faces loved u and others u loved.and block ur windows of the world.and close ur doors in face of the coming.and burn ur life years by ur pain knife?and cry on ruins of dead story dieng without death.and cry without voice?and lost ur confidence in others and refuse the hounst hearts just coz someone faild to exchange ur feeling to him and ur great love?is't deserve to be angry till the border of revoluation the border of ignition to be stimulated and to burn till the border of fiery and to burn till the border of pain and to pain till the border crying and to cry till the border of brokenness and ur whiten becomes blacks and ur joy to mourning and ur smille to tears and ur optimism to pessimism???????is't worthy that u dont start by greetings and not start by handshake to them.and slough them from there humanity? and judg them by death sentence and rip off there right to defend there self?and exaggerate in exposing there negativity to otheres to confines who arouand u by ur right and ur case????????is't worthy that u hate them after love and avoiding talk about them and avoid the roard that goes to them.and mock on ur hounst sacrificing with them.and regret on ur unlimited giving to them.and u call ur self by stupidity and naivety.and curse ur beautifiul days with them.and deformity there beauty inside u to be man with more deformiting and reality????????????is't worthy to get paqin or regret.and hide behinde our memories.and live in our trgedy details and remember our sorrow and forget the joy and repet in the dark of our nights sad melodys.we increase the dimness to full us scary.and increase our wounds bleeding??????is't worthy.the life is way we must walk it in his every detalis and everything in it?so why the sadness why regreting why the pain????????is't worthy to forget ur humanity and strangle the voices of ur melodys.to freeze ur feeling.to petrifact ur heart.to dried the sweet of ur tears.to suppress the desire of ur heart beating.to stand solid like statue.to kill ur emotions deires.emotions only coz u putt it in heart like solid ice.let ur anxiety to sing.and let ur tears to tell.and let ur heart beat to talk and to tell the that u despite of the solidity u human.human with sweet feeling to tell them its ur humanitythey well not kill it or transform it.transparent like the creek rivers.keep it pure if no human deserve it and try assassint.and if he didnt care by here great palpiation then leave it and keep it coz shes the sign on ur life.so stop them of killing her.dont make them assassint her.its ur life.its ur humanity.its ur reason for exist.its ur soul(so is't worthy)