Saturday, January 19, 2008

in the train

in the train while he shakes in his move he shake my feeling make me just close my eyes and go deep in thughts about everything my past life how iwaste it and my coming life well ican use it or iwell waste it like before.and what about those people arouand me what they do what they feel and how there life looking like.getting deep inside human nature in there feeling and thoughts and soul its exciting things sad storys and happy storys.but why look for other storys ihave my own and some times ithink it can make many movies not only one.sad and happy succes and fail ambition and dispointing allot and many.train shakes and he shakes all feeling inside me make me confess to myself and shake my spirit to get what buried deep inside it.did ever anyone try to get inside blender and lets see what well feel thats what happined to me the train was like huge blender to me and bend me left and right and up and down and let me up to down that posstion make me through what was inside me and spare it infront of floor on my eyes to show me my truth my hiddin truth so surrendring person cant fight well and seeing his dreams dieng one by one with just tears come to drop on the witness of my wishs grave and see my hopes ships sail away of me so far maybe to land on someone else port to withdrow other hopes.ifind allot in what ithroughnidint know if iget shaked iwell throughn that ithought iburied it so deep under thousand of moments and minutes with allot and allot of what isaw in life and people imeet and thought iforget or at lest ipretend iforget but all isee now so clear brokinheart bleeding still for love and dispointing for homeland not like before for country was great and now just leaving on past reminding on family was strong but days broke it and make it more weaker than it takes for beloved ones go and forget the old days for me leaving some behinde and never back for more and more and more. now iwish the train stop beforemy heart stop.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

We are all travelling on the train called Life…..do we know our destinations?
There are many places and people we will see and visit on our journeys and sometimes we will choose to get off the train when it stops at these places so that we can know more about them……some people choose to just jump off the train while it is still moving to escape its journey....but there is only one destination that we are all travelling on towards…………that place is called Death to some people, or Home to others. I think that the most important things that we can do while we are on this train is not to sleep and let time pass us by without experiencing it but to be awake and take all the scenery of Life into us. Many people, too many people, just sleep or bury their heads in newspapers on the journeys but others will look out of the windows and enjoy the scenery. We should never sleep on the Life train but we should look at all the scenery it has to offer us. If we do this, no matter if we have good experiences or bad experiences, we can learn many lessons so we are more equipped and prepared when the train halts at that final destination……when we finally arrive Home after that long, tiring train journey called Life!