APOLOGISE

in moment of moments that come in person mind.recall his life in it and look what he done in it and try apologise for every feature in his life.

apology to my beloved...
coz icry in there joyand laugh in there painand shoot my screems in there quit momentsand silent in there sympathy and stay when they leaveand leave when they meet and gatherand apologise to them when they needmeand with no reason ileft them


i apologise to my heart...
coz itire him allot when iloveand drink him pain when im sadenand take him from my body and give it to other


i apologise to my paper...coz iwrote on it and burn itand draw the nuture on it and without colors left itand in my sadness and worry resort for itand in my joy and comfrt neglect itand when istop writting icut it and leave it forever


i aplogise to the pen...coz in my suffring i tire himand cary him the saden and pain when he is new ageand when he done ithrough itand use another one like it.


i apologise for reality...coz i so crul refuse itand close my eyes of it in all my bad momentsand make him by black ghost challange me with nomercyand forget that he is my school that make me be wise in hard situations


i apologise for dreams...coz iknock her door every hourand make her cary me everywhere iwantshes what make all my wishs without hesitancyand shes whom itire with me when igrow and my dreams grow with meand even so she never complin and just sayask and iwell hear and obey


i apologise for hope...when i leave it without permissionand stay with depresion in my ordealing and stickling even with my pain an sorrow isay im happiest manmy fake happnies was burning me in silentand torture my nightswithout anyone feel me so sorry o' hope


i apologise for happiness...coz i adore sadnesand make it part of my lifeand adore cry coz ibreath my pain in itand adore saying ahhh coz its blow out my fingertip burnand adore wounds coz it become pieces i putt it on my dress holesand adore silance in pain moment coz it keep my prideso sorry happiness imake u away my life


i apologise to the sea...coz i adore it crazylyand stap him in my mind millionsand add perfidy in his quietnessand say his beautifull when he so crazythis rites wasent just only fake feelingsand the victim was the sea coz i adore it


i apologise for meeting...coz iwrote about leaving and goodbyeand take my longing dictionary from himand coz distiny i submit for leaving and cry for it allotand forget the word meeting and reunion


i apologise to my mom...igive her pain in my birthand she didnt sleep for my care and riseand cry on my cryand laugh when i laughand sick for my sicknessand heal by my healing and stand my mistakess and bouthringand forget my wrongsand remember only my goods


i apologise for the life...when i accuse it by crultyand forbirds and nightingale when isay its muteand for tears when ifroze it in the eyeand for my memorys box when iget it up after i bury it


i apologise for the apologise itself...diffrent seas of apologise.coz imake it enter so thanks and apologise.and her eyes teard when she heard my apologises.
im really sorry i appologise.............