the last massege

my love..ipromise it it well be my last massege coz my soul well get out of my bodyand iwell leave life foreverin the last massege...iwell not blame u or complin from uand iwell not beg love or passion from uiwell not ask to see u or hear ur voicebut....i wrote to say ilove uin the last massege... iwell not draw my brokenheart hugs ur heartiwell not force u on word..ilove uiwell not ask to lightening the pain of me or hope ur sympathyiwell not ask to inhalating ur scent smellin the last massege...iwell close my eyes to stop the tearsand well open my heart to receive last wordiwell say bye with silent and quietnessand iwell swallow last farewell glassshall it be my last sadness glassesin the last massege...iwrote to u best wishsand send u full of sencer and faithfulland give u my love and longinessif i still alivein the last massege...ideclare to u that iloved u and adore u madlyand u didnt even bouther urself to wip my tearsiswear to u by allah and all swearsthat u never feelt my existence in ur lifeand u didnt fell my love and passionin the last massege...iwell ask forgivness from my poor heartiwell ask forgivness from my pen and letterscoz nothing in my hand or my command in that lovein the last massege...ilove u from my death bed

calls

when destiny slaps u so hard on ur face and u screem but cant find who answer u then its call no one answer it.

when others enjoy to alughter ur feeling and u screem and u cant find anyone hears u then its call no one answer it.

when u been through a battle and u lose it and ur hopes breakes and u screem inside u and u cant find anyone hears u then its call no one answer it.

when u feel that life moves and u standing in ur place looking to ur past and ur present and u cant find anyone feels u then its call no one answer it.

when u wish in life little dream its not impossible but he is lees thing from ur rights in this life and u find world stand front of u by no word iwont give u ur little dream and in ur battle ecstasy with her u cant find anyone stand and aid u u screem insidely then its call no one answer it.

when u get shocked from someone have great place in ur heart then its call no one answer it.

when others use ur heart kindness and ur forgivness then its call no one answer it.

when u care about somene dont care for u and see u in the farest corner of his life then its call no one answer it

when u feel upset and search of tender chest to hug u and through to him ur burdins and u cant find it in this crowded life and u see him busy of u then its call no one answer it.

when u tierd and tierd to rest the other one and u dont find thanks word then its call no one answer it.

u wounder from this attitude coz u always been through it and never find who aid u or stand by u.rightthats what happins...............

wrinkless of the years

years go from ur age o manand with there speed but she without increase or decreasecounted by every every detail in scales with the creator of earth and the sky allah the benefactor the giver of all good the most preciouso man life pages twists by age and after death pages twistes by actso do for that day that u well need point to higher ur goods accountquery??? did u take the chance?did u work on increase ur account?ur account from goods?this life a helthy female full of young.roads of open doors of charmsperfume fulled in bottles seducing the heartsdrug gives the years temporery coma its like timed bomb soonest well explodeo man get ur youth before oldness
obviating ur days space before it be crowded its all a days dreamsand snow well invading ur hair and years lancet his wrinkles on ur facepulses get weaker and moments corrosest so the green heart spring get dryis theres anyway any escape if the expected guest come to u?

heart warmness

wether so cold more cold than all past years we just int decmber and its like all people wearing all clothes they have ilike winter ido like it its better than hot stucky summer that makes me want get out of my own skin but ifeel so cold like frezzing inever feelt like that before ijust drink 2 glasses of hot nescaffe but no use ifeel so cold imust get under some heavy blanket oh the coldness still the same imust find away for warmness maybe some window is open and it gives that coldness itry follow where the cold come from and checked all the crom it was all closed fully locked like treasury iwas like injured lion in cage cant escape and just waiting for his destiny icollapse down surrendring and accept the coldness that ifeel with one hope that some mircle come and give me warmness again.suddenly ifind wheres the souce of that coldness it was so neer to me it was stuckin to me it was my heart oh i almost forget it but now he remind me by painfull way remind me by emanating the coldness in me itouch it feelt it find it like piece of ice why and how he is working like that how he makes me stay alive and living day by day do all past time he is like that? or thats new idont know but all iknow its so painfull bearly ican stand it.what make it like that and why whats his reasons and where iget feelings from if the heart frezzing?oh icant find feeling ilost it iremember now ilost my feeling in the crowded market of feelings yeh ilost them there and cant find them again this life is big market have everything u imagin and u cant imagin.so please anyone in this market find my feeling bring it back to me it be great favor for hopless man like methen iwant know why my heart frzzing is coz he build dreams and wakeup on reality ?is't coz he didnt fullfil any of his wishes or is't coz he is single bird cant reach his mate coz his mate want another bird want someone else yeh it could be this heart like heron bird sings while he dying.imust check it now ifeel the end is neer and ineed to feel all of me still here idont want lose anything even ilost everything already.iclosed my eyes and my hand sneaking slowly to my chest and try to find my hert pulse but cant find any pulse ok thats not big dealing it's appears that ilost allot more than ithought imust recall my medical info wheres the heart place itink its little lifter on the chest yeh my finger find soft spot it must be there and my fingers make there way in the skin trying to catch that runaway heart but they go deep and depper and cant find anything yeh its the place iknow my fingers there inside my chest and can even touch and hold my artery the heart artery but theres no heart theres space there the heart someone take it from his place and left his artery crying on him crying by blood coz there no tears my heart gone he gone when u broke it and smash it to invisible pieces so no heart any more and the space that gives me the coldness.........but he left me something the only thing is left for me he left me ur name engraved in that space engraved so deep and even time cant efface it from there he left me ur name and last words beside it ilove u forever and cant live without u my only love in my life
please give me back my heart warmness

wisdoms

anger is strong air always blows the mind light
thorns well learn u allot belive me
water drops can make hole in stone not by vilonce but by repeting
tounge is not a bone but he can breake bones
we approache to be great same if we approache to be humbly
blame ur friend in secret and praise him in public
who ask wise man he take half of his wisdoms
if u get friend have afriend who forget his favour with u
ur houghts for u but ur words not for u
god gives every bird his livelihood but he dont throught in his nest
if the pretty women is diamond then the virtuous women is treasure
if u only have hammer u well treat anything as he is nail
dont challange anyone he dont have anything to lose
that most wise man who give people axcuses
the leader heart must be in his head

suffering heart

to u istill excpecting u and isleep and my tounge keep praying maybe u be guided and back to me my heart love r tiring thos memor yes.and her arrows have no mercy on my weakness or my bones softnessmy love in everyday night.iputt my head on the white pillow that full of my tears washing it.and close my eyes and eyelid on eyelid.and u penetrate me by ur black shirt and ur lips polluted withthe rest of ur sweetness and shake me with deep childesh violance u have to take u out.and itry convince u to delay it and u refused and use ur weapon ur tears that icant resest so i lose coz theres no life to me if u cry.and itake u wherever u want despite my pain my worryes my work mattres and my sleepless.till u mercy me and my situation and u empty ur energy and we backto u idont know why ilive u as memory and why u force me on thatmy heart loverim sick of life idont see in it only ur shadows and how much it pain me and kill me when iknow about u with all world except me and udid u forget me.please come back to me for moment iwant from uur smell iwanna kiss u and touch ur face and see by my eye ur eyes and kiss itplease putt me in ur list of ur neerer iwant u for minutes iown it in the rest of my lifemy lovewhom icalled u by the precious person and u thrown melet me tell the time my great happnies story and my disasterhow crule is joy and sadness when come from one source and oh how crule when it be uback with me to this days when the heart declare his happnies by ur existance to life that miss only uu was my first beatufulest joy.u was my source to smile wideoh iwas never happy like iwas when u with me same as inever was sad like today when u away of meiwas watching ur days and all the change in ur features and i ask for whom we u well look likeiwas drawn u future idont want u have pain in sake itso igive all my effort to give u the crown even if u cant know the suffer for reachingo absentdid u know that im in absence darkness become wishing ur neerer and if its not easy iwish death be neerer and no neerer so i beg u so u go away and ikeep staggermy loveall ihave in my quiver is sleepless qustionsall ihave is toursim in country of memorys so ibe in sociability away of dark realitymy love ihave in my quiver sleeples qustion disturb my sleepis there any enmity betwen us desirve from u all that removal against meis the favor reawrd is ingratitude and betrayaldid u forget all memory did u forget how many times u make me sleepless by ur naughtynesshow much ineed to be ur prey and bring u ur askes and walk wherever u want and deliver it to ur sweet right hand and u taste it and with easy u well throw and all the effort well go away and iwell keep smilingis any crimes in my file idont know it and its hidin but ilife it as punishment cave.just tell me whats the crime.idont want u amke it less or exemption just tell meo cruleistill live u kiss u but under my eyelid every night irecall the memory and nothng else only repet itu cut the robs by door knoking voice i listen to the voice is't my heart longing beats or my hopes or my missing and all my dreams have become realand voice of reality stay more authority wasent u nor my heart knocks on the room door that hug my feeblity and breathed my sadness moan and shared my groan crumbsand slay the hope that it be u by another voice saying do u want anything before igo?imove my head as usal ido with him and he go and sadness marks on his face what iwant no one have it that is u(edah)when u be back iwant spread ur arms and smell u coz the age have so little now trust idont want back to ur corner ijust want to assured the heart of his residentibeg u back coz the age have so little moreis there any mercy edah

look up

if u cant look forward coz ur future dark ad cant look on ur back coz ur
past painfull so then look up u well find ur god to ur destnition.
smile................
theres whom loves u.. care for u... protect u...give u glory...hear u...see u..its????
god the lord the creator ur creator ur lord allah
he take from u just to give u.
make u cry to laugh u.
deprive u to deign at u.
affict u coz he loves u.
just look up coz no one and no where but him in his almighty
look up u well not need to look any other way
who have the god he never lose anything and who lose god he never win anything
just look up to him

remember

dont lose hope if ur feets stumblesand falls in deep hole..u well get out of itand u more strong and tenacityallah well be with patientsdont get sad if u get killing arrow from theneerest ones to ur heart coz u well find who well takeout the arrow and bring u back life and laugh
dont putt all ur dreams in one personand dont make all ur life trip in for someone u love destnition whatever how u love himand dont think end of things is the end of the worldcoz the universe not what ur eyes seedont wait lover left uand wait new ray maybe can sneak to ur sad heartto back joyto ur heart and back his beautfuil pulses
dont try search of dream let u downand try to make from ur failer start for new dreamdonty stop much on the remains spicaly if the batstake it home and ghoust knowt the wayand search of voice of sparrow sneakingbehinde the horizon with new morning light
dont look to the papers that her color changeand the letters fade and the lines lost betwenpain and lonelinessu well discover that lines not the best u wroteand this paper not last thing u doand u must know the diffrance betwen who putt ur wordsin his eyes and who spare it with windthis words wasent just nice passing wordsbut its heart feeling live it letter by leterand man pulse carry it dreamlyand burn by her fire painly
dont be like heronthat strange bird who sing his best melody while he bleedsnothing on earth desirve one drop of ur blood
if winter close ur home doorsand the hills of ice surronded u from every placejust wait spring well come and open ur windowsfor pure air and look far u well seebirds back to sing againand the sun through her golden rays on the trees branchsto make new age and new dream and u new heart to u
pay all ur life just for true feeling and heart to containing uand dont pay second for runing loveor heart abandon u without reason
dont travile to desert searching of beautfil treescoz u well not find in desert except lonelnessand look to hundred of trees putt u under her shadowsand joy u by her fruits and grieve u by her singing
dont try to back yestrday accounts and what did u lost coz age when his leves fall it well never back againbut with every new spring new leves well growlook to this leves that covers sky face and forget what fall on ground coz it become part of it
if the yestrday have been lost..today in ur handsand if today well gather his leves and leave u havetomorrow..dont saden on yestrday coz he well never backand dont regret on today coz he is leavingbut dream of shinig sun in bright tomorrowif u didnt find what makes u happy then try tomake ur self happyand if u didnt find one to light a lamp.dont search ofsomeone extinguish itif u didnt find who can palnet rose in ur daysdont go to who planet arrow in ur heart and goes
we sometimes can get used of sadness till he be part of usand we become part of him.and sometime our eyes get usedof some colors so we lose the appility to see other colorseven if he try see whats arouand he well discoverthat black color is beautifull but the white is more prettyand the gray color of the sky moves the emotion and imaginationbut sky color is more pure in his blueness.so search of the pureness even for momentand search of sincerity even its tiriring and hardand hold the sun rays even its farawayand dont let ur heart and emotions and ur days to thingshere time lost already
sometimes sadness sniking us till we used itand forget that theres in life allot of things can amke us happyand allot of faces arouand us can lightin in ur days darkness a candleso search of heart gives u light and dont let urself hostage to saden of dark nights

soul mirror

did u ever look into ur soul mirror?its hard test no one can face itunless he can fce this world with all of it of darkness and fears and struglesin ur first try to search of ur real face that lost betwen huge amont of masks that u own and shows to whoever u want and whenever u want.u well discover udont find ur real face or u did forget his looksu well find masks u dont know if u wear it or not or u prepare it for sometime.masks u used of it and hate some of it.that mask u know very well its ur weakness mask and kindness infront of who ulove.that must ilove it much but he always tire me and make u just shadow for others so u well never show on stage lights makes u bear mistakes and overload urselfand whats this mask?its ugly u hate it and wish u can through in garbagefake and hypocrisy mask and how u wear and others in ur endless ambition race.but after that he well make u feel disgust with urself and from whom arouands me even so u dont use it much so idont think its ur real face or u be repulsive personthird mask and theres more.shame mask a mask that wear out from the useing in age noone use that mask unless he back from globalzistion and even this mask u well not wear allot so u well called by underdevlopment and narrow-mindednessand that mask that thrown in the room corner its romantic mask and u get enough of it let him be awaymask u step on it by ur feet its despair mask and ithink u do the right thing coz if u want reach ur true face u must keep away the despair masku get tierd from the search and look to all this masks and now still the qustion do u still have ur true real face or u lost it forever?is ur real face formed from all this masks togther so u cant wear it spreated?do u the only who must search of ur real face or the world arouand u also wears masks.????/finaly for all who cares ilost my real face who find it iwell give him rewared.that could be me or u or him or her or them or anyone.

YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

You Are The Love Of My Life
I knew it right from the start
The moment I looked at you
You found a place in my heart
You Are The Love Of My LifeYou
give me reason to live
You taught me how to be strong
With you is where I belong
No one's ever touched meQuite the way you touched me
People search a life time
To find what we have
You Are The Love Of My Life
One thing that's good in this life
I'll spend the rest of my days
Just loving you
You Are The Love Of My Life
The heart and sould of my life
Once I was lost and alone
With you at last I am home
You Are The Love Of My Life
You give me reason to live
You give me so much of you
And leave me room to be free
No one's ever touched me
Quite the way you touched me
People search a life time
To find what we have
You Are The Love Of My Life
One thing that's good in this life
And in a world full of change
One thing I'm sure of
You Are The Love Of My Life
The one thing that makes sense in this world
I'll spend the rest of my days
Just loving you...
You Are The Love Of My Life
And I thank GOD I'm alive
To spend my lifetime with you
You Are The Love Of My Life.

i learn

i learn
its not important where r u right now the important is where r u going right now.
ilearn
that the key for failer is to try satisfy everyone u know
ilearn
its better for man to regret of what he did than he bemoan of what he didnt do
ilearn
the good action better than good words
ilearn
people forget how fast u do ur work but they remember whats ur work kind
ilearn
theres allot ge the advise but little who make use from it
ilearn
the good climbing concntrate on his aim and dont look down for the dengers that make mind out
ilearn
that the failer of the experiment not the worse in life.fail that we dont try
ilearn
that we in school and collage we learn the lessons then we get tests but in real life we face tests first then we learn the lessons
ilearn
simple conversation with wise man is better than study for month
ilearn
theres people swimm to the ship and other people waste there time waiting
ilearn
that the one didnt finish when he lose but when he withdraw
ilearn
the one who win in the last.the one who have the ability to patience and standing
ilearn
that most effictive weapons man have is time and patience
ilearn
that man must dream of stars but same time must'nt forget his feets on earth
ilearn
that when u laugh whole world laugh to u and when u cry u cry alone
ilearn
that theres big diffrance betwen regreting and escaping
ilearn
that the fruiting tree people always attacke
ilearn
that most wounderfull feeling is the feeling from ur inside that u made the right thing even if the whole world against u
ilearn
that if the man didnt find something to die for it.the mostly he wont find anything to live for it
ilearn
that everything u see great in this life begin with idea and small begin
ilearn finaly..........
that smille dont cost anything but mean allot
ilearn so what did u learn??????

heart pulses

when u sit alone,and hear ur inner voice whispers.what do u want from the life?what is ur aim?then what?and till when?then becarfull and dont be busy to answer.keep to give ur inner voice great care.when u imagin urself is witness on ur own funralstop and look at ur life that u living.u have chance for changego ahead ur life still in ur handsur heart pulses well be asked so did u prepare answer for the ask?if u dont have answer dot worry.dont bend ur head.after what!then u go.ur god a sin forgiving.and repentance accepterthe repentance with him eliminate sins happined befor itand make the sin convert to good deeds congratulationsgive me ur hand and grant me ur brotherhood im ur hounst advisorur heart pulses.iputt my hands on it firstlycoz its worrys echoin it moments of expectation and awein it you betwen past and presentwhere u was been and how u wasu heard her groaning tat shakes the entity callingconfused idont know where to go.start in this moment and dont procrasting and say:my god is allah then straighten upand make ur beats from today happniesangel is ur guardians then no worry on u and u well not sadengood news for u in the life and in hereafterno changing for ur god words.so why u become confusedand from what u well be affriedplant the hope in ur heartand u must know that when u pure ur intentionand emigrat by it for allah and only for allahwhen u love ur creator glory to him by ur all heartthen u make every love in him and for himwhen u trust in god the great and almightyand recommend ur soul to himand when u direct ur concern to the great mattrescertainly u well taste sweetnes of the ur lifeand u well feel pleasure and comfrt even if u was in top of tierdnessfight urself by judging her always light her inner emthusiasm and be responsable of itrefresh ur life brilliance by praying reading god words and thinking in him worshiping him supplications to himread and read then read and think thinkmake the step and seek to build alwaysu r center and axis and focal point so attract all arouand ube an ideal and use god guidnessbe clear firm knowldge by aim and the meansand make hounsty ur logo u well survivebe hounst with god.urself.and otherspunish who desobey allah in u by obeying allah in himtry understand others so they well understand uand give them the air to expresscare to not force anyone of what u wantlove without conditions and accept others like they rand be cooperatsmile even if u was angryand make ur smile hounst from ur deep insidehelp otheres by kind words.and praise and pray with good intentionand tender polite voice and dont say ifix myself then fix others say ifix myself with others same timeand make ur logo(idont want be diffrant than what istop u from it all iwant is reforming if ican and my success is only by god in him itrust and for him my deputyand remember that the all is greater than the tottal of his partsso stay with the groub even if they contradicted uand must know that god didnt creat anyone to be side on shelf so dont putt anyone side on shelfbe jealous for ur religion and work for his gloryand care to understand it correct so basics is firstlook for prophets and massehgers storys and good people to coz u the one who wash other people hearts and take her out from darkness of failer to hopes lights.u who well make this people numbers have meaning in this lifemaybe i advise u allot and and was some harsh buti ask u give me excuse coz ur love and longing to meets u fulling my heart even idont know u.but brotherhood in faith enough
isent to u from my heart vocative.answer my friend god has call uwakeup friend we didnt created to have fun or straglle the life in fightremember my bro if hand of death catch u cutting ur dreamsif eyes cry saded on u or ist death who takes ur strengthdecide then try then rejoiceask help from allah and dont fail allah enough to his slavewhen ur heart beats remember allahwhen u hear ur heart pulses remember that ur lord who creat it its ur heart pulses not anyone else and this my own heart pulses

fair writters

this is what some fair writers and knowldeg people in west say about prophet muhammed (pbuh) after they read and know it his life and what he do for the humanity
the eroupian history writer (gees metchner) say in hes articale(the super personalty) muhammed by hes super personalty he makes revilition in the arabian area and in all the east he destroy the statues they worship and established itrinty religion to worship allah only.
the amircan sicentest (meackel hears) say/muhammed was the only man in history who sucses on all standers in religion and in life in sperit and human standerd.this incradible union betwen religion and life and u cant find nothing like that before hem and after hem makes hem the greatest person in the human history have effect on the human in all the history
the french philosfe (cardefoe) says/muhammed was the inspierd and beliving prophet and no one can take this high possition from hem the feeling of equality and brotherhood that muhammed established betwen all muslim whatever there colours or places was real practice even the prophet hem self
the russian writer and philosfe (tolestoy) says in articale(who is muhammed)says/muhammed is establisher and massenger.he was from the greatest mens who service the whole humanbeens great servieces.and its enough to hem that he guide awhole nation to the light of the rightness and make her go to peace road and leve the killing and all bloody acts like doing human sacurfise and he open to her the road to civilesed and futear.and what he done is action only great man can do man has stronge man desirve respect and high place man
the english writer( bernard show) say/eruope now start to feel the wesdome of muhammed and start to live hes religion and it well make the islamic religion incent from all bad and lies accused by eroupian people says in the middle centrys church in this age accused islim by allot of lies now islam is the right and those is the evil.so that ican say from now ifeel that the islamic eroupian age is coming no skeep from it.and ibelive that man like muhammed if he rulled the whole world now he well get amazing succses in that and he could lead the whole world to the goods and kindness and he can solve all world trouples by ways get the peace and happinse all wanted.and he says .the people who follow muhammed is the most people so polites in there talk about the christ it show they realy love hem and respect hem
the britesh history writer.(willeam moear) says in hes book(muhammed life) muhammed has clear talks and words and easy religion not complected.and the actions he done makes the minds surprised amazing the minds and u cant find in the history any one make the souls wakeup he rise the morales and decent in very short time u cant find any one like prophet of muslims muhammed
the german poeam writer (guitah) says/juses was pure feeling and never belive in any one only the only god the one no god but hem allah in hes almighty.and whom make juses god they insult hem.and the right is what prophet muhammed says.that juses is prophet from god and hes massenger but allah is in hes almighty is the one allah with no son or father or waife no one born hem or he birth any one and no one can get neer little neer to be equal to allah
the spanish writer (jaan leak) says in hes book (the arab)u cant describe muhammed life better than allah describtion in muslims holly book(quran)he describe it by (and we send u as A mercy to all mankinds)muhammed was true really mercy,and i pray at hem by passion really the norwayian writer (dr inerberg) who spicalest on eastern studyes say /the child born in islam it concederd born clean as the nature.but the christiant judging on the childs and say they born fulling of sins.and it was before more than haundred years they was dive there babys in water to clean them from the sin and if they die before the wash they wasent buierd them in graves they through it in the trash coz they dirty by the sin as they think.so u can see who is on the right muslims who saying everyone born clean or the christians who through the babys in trash without there fault????
and this poem is made to the christians to ask them about the god and the christ ..........
to who worship the christ we have qustion we need answer from who understandif the god die on hes own creation hand so how he can be god?
and is he satisfay of what they done to hem.if he satisfay they must be happy to kill hem?
and if he mad of what they do to hem then they are more strong than hem ?
and do the universe stay without god after he die ,who to listen to the pryes?
and is now the seven skys empty and he buierd now in dust?
is the world empty now coz the god crossed hes hand now?and how the angels didnt help hem after they hear hes cry?
and how the woods stand to carry the true god who creat it it to be crossed?
and how the iron can harm hes flash isnt the true god who creat it?
and how hes enmyes hand can get and slap hes back isnt the god?
and how the christ back to live or the one is make hem back is else another god?
and how it be agrave inside it the god isnt he created isnt he god?
and how the god be in women belly nine monthes feeding hem inside it isnt he god?
and how he be birth from women vagina birth it weake small opining hes mouth to breast feeding isnt he god?
and then he eat and drink and must go bathroom to urine is that god?
allah in hes almighty away of what christians says and he well ask them why u worship another one and leave allah.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Indeed Your Lord is Allah ,Who created the heavens and the earth in six Days,and then He rose over(Istawa) the Throne(really in a manner that suits His Majesty)He brings the night as a cover over the day,seeking it rapidly.and (He created )the sun ,the moon ,the stars subjected to His Command.Blessed is Allah ,the Lord of the Alamin(mankind ,jinn and all that exists)!!! will they not believe. Who informed Muhammad(Peace be upon him)the Illiterate Prophet with the internal waves and the darkness in a vast deep seas,Allah(Glory be to Him)said ,or(the state of a disbeliever) is like the darkness in a vast deep sea,overwhelmed with waves topped by waves ,topped by dark clouds,(layers of)darkness upon darkness,If a man stretches out his hand, he can hardly see it!And he for whom Allah has not appointed light ,For him there is no light!!

o god!

Ask him those in the Skies and land every day is about mattre.
if the sea shake and flare up the waves and the wind blow rage.people in ship calls o god.....
if one lost in desert and rider deviate of his way and convoy confused in his walk all calls o god.....
.if the deasaster happins and the catastroohe now and the calamity sit the victim the afflicted calls.o god.....
if doors locked to seekers and the veil down aginst who asks.all shouts o god............
.if tricks dont work and ways closed and hopes ended and ropes cuts all calls o god.........
If narrowed on you the land in what welcomed and narrowed on you yourself in what carried .u well call o god.......irememberd u and every mattre gloomy.....
black and face of age dark dustyin nights ishout out ur name screeming.....
So if all dawn smiling to him all pleasant words go.. and pure supplication..and sincere shouter..and innocent tears..and longing suffering to him in nights arms spread..and hands in needs..and eyes in help and asks in hardnessin his name tounges singsand ask help and praise nd call.
in remembring him hearts feel safe and souls settled.and emotions calm and nerve cools down.and to come to one's senses.and conviction to stable.(Allah kind in his slaves)
allah;best names.prettiest letters.most hounst phrases.most expinsive words(do u know anyone like him?)
allah;so if the wealth and remaining.and power and glory.honor and ability and wisdom(for who the ownership today for allah the subduer the one/god/)
allah;so if grace and care.relief and aid.cordiality and charity(whatever u have from blessing is from allah)
allah;the majesty and greatness.prestige and powerwhatever we sip in ur loftiness of letters.....sanctity souls sing by itu god the greatest and the all meaning.....god in ur loftiness been led o god!replace the agony by consolation.and rewared of sad is joy.and when fear safe
o god.comfrt the fire of heart by ice of sureness.and cold the firebrand of the souls by water of belive.
o god!throgh on sleepless eyes safe sleepiness from u.and on wild souls calmness.and give her neer guidness
o god!guide the confused eyes to ur light.and lost ways to ur strightpathand the straying of the road to ur right guidance.
o god!earase the temptations by hounst sunrise of light.and vanish false consciences by corps of right.and repulse devil cunning by aid from ur angel solders.
o god!take our sadness.and erase our sorrow.and kick out our worry.we seek ur protection from fear unless from u.and needing anyone unless u.and reliance unless of u.and ask unless from u.and seeking help unless from u.u our lord the great lord and the great helper
o god! u who hear us when no one but u
forgive us please

smell of the cry

in name of allah most gracious the most mercifull
is theres any sin gives u pain???
and u wish to leave it before leaving shrouds surrounds u and putt u under dust?????
its neer u putt ur head on it and bow
and let ur vessels that mix with arrogance and disobedience taste
the servility and submission
and let ur eye that cry allot to cry to ur final let it wash ur sin
go neer to ur lord and send ur soul there to touch sheer of life
and let ur heart uncover ur secret to him and complin ur pain
frank him by ur love to his heaven and ur scarry of his hell and ur heart
beating longing to see him and meet him
and confess to him...
that u love him say it from ur heart.
ilove u my god.
ilove u
and ur love hug my soul till firmament of the sky
my god my love
night drop his veil
and every lover come alone with his love
and im alone with u my lord and my tears complin to u my weakness
and my soul escape by my sin.and my shoulders mortal of greatness of my sins.
and my sins mix pain to my blood.
my confussion defeted me so ilost words and go to bow to u
and my rib curves affried of u and everything in me desert me and attach to u.
my god....my creator.........my lord
icry and noone heard my crying
and ipain and noone feels my pain except u
u who more mercifull of me than myself.take me in ur greatness of mercy
and dont forbidden me by my ignorant and my bad actions of
the blessing of ur grave.
o god!forbidden hell on body full of fear from u and longing to u
and dont leave me in the doomsday when u show me past sins and crimes
iswear by ur almighty
im destroyed if u didnt forgive me
glory u how could imeet u by my face what face can imeet u
what foot ican stand betwen ur hands
by what tounge italk to u
by what eye ilook at u
only ihave my heart full of love to u and tears
so accept me my god..my lord..my master.. my creator.......my allah

ican't explain

There's something I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

So expect me to beCalling you to see
if you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me
"I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me
"I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to seeDo I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

lover prayers

I want to share my life with you
The good, the bad, for imposibile get you
Share every dream, share every day
For as long as we live and breathe, Ok?
There’s no one else that could compare with you
Now that we’ve met, no one else will do.
I love you with a love that is pure and true
And I know that our love will get us through the happyness
You are like the sunshine on a cold dark day
Your love warms me with its tender rays
And your love calms me like the deep blue sea.
I want to be with you forever…you belong to me
To share our joys, our sorrows and raise a family.
No one else could ever take you place
Now that we’ve met and I’ve gazed upon your face.
Promise me that you’ll be mine forever and
I’ll let you lead the way.
I’ll follow you where ever you go and
Live to love you every day.
I know GOD sent you and that
He saved you for me, knowing that I deserve you and
Because you are that amazing, super wonderful
That stands out from all the rest.
I’ve never felt this way before
It’s only you I’ll always adore
If you tell me I’ll be yours for ever
And ever more.
You can be mine and I’ll be yours
Together we can do anything
Just take my hand and let’s be a "we"
You are the best thing by far, that’s ever happened to me.
Someday as we look back on all the pain and strife
It will be worth it - all the hardships in life.
Because we have each other, happiness that money can’t buy
An eternal love, as endless as the sky.
I love you,
No one else will do
And so I pledge my heart to you.
When I’m with you
The world fades away
So I’ll wait patiently until the day
When your true love you do declare
Until then, just know that I am here
To lift you, love you
And share my heart
I dont want lost you
Please come back to me

hate me today

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at nightWhile I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fightYou never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to takeSo I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mindAnd do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and waveKicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have madeAnd like a baby boy I never was a manUntil I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my handAnd then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to beAnd then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

falling in sadness sea

in hot day of may igot the call.now im going in worktrip ididnt mind actually coz ilove this city its full of amazing beachs on the medetrinian sea ithought in it as chance ican catch few hours on the beachs there and hangout in the nights.iwas needingmuch realy ihave been few years ididnt go there.now im in the train going there when iarrived ican smell the fresh air.ifeel pain in my throught and ihave been 36 hours without sleep so iwanted to sleep so badly but the flat iwell stay in it not ready yet so istayed in coffeshop to drink hot thing but idrink 3not only 1 hhhaaaa oh god its 11pm now im in the flat iwanted to sleep but first itake shower and do my pryers ohhh iforget im hungry ididnt eat since morning im so careless in the eating mattre .now im going to bed sweet bed is calling me samehhhhhh.iwake feeling active in my self i open the window and looked to the street isee people all familys is going to beach they stay all day there on beach and in streets in night that realy nice.im in the meeting now its just talk for hours but its ok theres many days coming.3days now im in meeting all day and just in night igo to hangout now my chance im going to beach itake the towel and some sandwichs and my cegarets plus the news papers.idont need anything else.igo there itake my seat direct infront of the sea ilike this.so isit relaxing resesting to jump in the water from the first minute.iwas enjoing reading paper while looking at sea and the kids play after hour or so isay igo take walk to those rocks the view from there look nice iwalk in the water edge and cold nice water in my feets while im reaching the rocks iheard someone call my name samehhhh iturn to look whos calling me in same time awave come and hit my back ifall in sand people laugh and ilaugh too.istay awhile on the rocks waves hit me nicly and looking deep inside the sea it give u feeling how much im small see what god creation its just sea what about oceans or out space or or or.anyway igo back to my seat to eat so sandwich the icant resest no more imust swimm now slow i enter the water im not good swimmer but idont care the feeling when the water touch ur skin is unbelivable cant resest it it cleans all of u always igot this feeling that iwant sleep inside the water ofcourse icant or iwake find my self in grece or france hhhhaaaa anyway ineed it to wash my heart ineed it for the salty water help me to cauterize my wounded heart istay hour or so and feelt tierd so igo out and si on beach for awhile then to home.days passing in meetings but lets pass this all now im going to beach again.iwasent feeling happy like before why idont know but im going anyway idont want lose this chance idont know when ican get it again im there taking my seat in my favorite place and ihave my usaly things but idecided to swimm more longer time today so after 15 minutes ijump in water swimm and relax in water and play with kids there hhhaaa itry to act like im great swimmer or that ican pass the whole ocean in one day hhhhaaaaaaaaaa iwas enjoing swimming and looking to kids and people arouand me when isaw here she looks like the girl iwas in love with her she didnt look that much but have little semalirity with her but that make me recall everything since imeet her and fall in her love like crazy till the moment she breakes my heart and left me without reason of me for another one or whatever irememberd how much iwas loving her how much iwas crazy in her she was my first love ever even my age inever love before just when iknowt her ifall in her so deep till icouldnt see anything else only her in my life all my life going arouand herwhile im awake and sleep while eating showering even in work or in friends weddings party all time she was the only isee any girl iwas imagin her in it iused to tell her icant live without her .igive her my soul my heart my body itold her the breath im breathing is for her but in end my rewared was bye idont love u after all the time and after everything she tell me before that she love me and want me only and imust be with her after all the marrieg planes wedding kids all all my planes was useless in end she broke my heart that easy she put my heart under her feets and step on it with no mercy did she know ifall suck after that did she know iwas hosptaliezed coz of her ilost my appettite iwas neer to death she dont know all that and even if she know she dont care coz shes in another one arms now .ipity my self for all this coz the tender sweet heart ithought in her it appears his crulity his savages her heart mercyless.iwakeu from my memories on little naughty kid sprinkling water on me ismille at him while my heart bleeds igo out of water sit on beach looking to sea or maybe the sea inside me endless but dark more than the real sea its time to go home iknow now why ididnt feel happy early today.daying passing and ialmost finished my meetings and work friends say its last day come go to beach ididnt want to go iwas feeling sad the trip that iwas think iwell enjoy and feel comfrt bring more sadness to me it shows me how much im alone.but they insest and force me to go itake deep breath and say to my self im more stronger than that iwell go whatever happin iarrived there wasent many people there but the wether was realy nice after isit awhile igo swimm iwas feeling no desire but iresest after 10 minutes in water ifeelt little comfrt and start to enjoy when ihear someone call my name sameh.sameh .sameh iturn every place ididnt find anyone ishake my head and say maybe im wrong or water inside my ears make me think someone call but the voice come back and say u dont know who im isay no in loaud voice people look at me ifeelt imparressed and idive my head in water under one wave when irise it again iheard it again now iknow where he come its coming from my mind .oh god im hallucinating irun out of the water and sit on my chair ifind all my body is tremoring iputt the towel and smoke a cegaret to calm down and tryed to make my mind busy itoke the news paper and start reading but icouldnt concentrate ilooked arouand me to look to kids or anything to take my mind away.can iborrow the paper please iheard my naughbor say that.isay sure and give it to him ilook at him he was looks same my age or neer of it and his wife was with him they look new married couple.ilooked back to the sea and the kids when ihear that stop reading ilooked from the side of my eye to the young ccouple isaw the girl take away the paper from her husband and give it to me and she was saying to him no nothing well take u from me even amoment she was putting her head on his chest while he was surronded her by his arms ismille icant deny i invey him but itake my eyes away of them so iwont embarrass them.in this moment iheard the voice again says its me im ur conscience u cant hide anything of me all ur life with me all ur memories all ur feeling all of u with me.all and everything in ur life ur mesrable life u try to pretend u was happy no u not u never fall in love till u meet this girl u lost allot of many do u remember ur failling project u do udidnt waste only ur money no u waste ur brother money too yes he didnt talk or care but u blame urself every day u do ur best there to make it work maybe but ithink theres more u was could do but u surrender that easy yes u want it to succes and u do allot but u faild u stay year and half even ur mom didnt see u for once coz afaild project u lost ur wight u become nervous even when ur mom first see u ur skin lokked darker u make her cry.what about collage u enter acollage u hate and u make problims there.what about ur family hirtage u cant take.do u still remember ur dad he die 16 years ago he was great man so kind cant harm afly do u still remember that.and now ur work u in field u dont like and u making loses in it.u want get ur own company r u ready for it can u mange it r u ready u dont even have enough money yet.u faild to have any of ur dreams all of it u didnt get any.and what about religion u wanted to be religious and u was good but u didnt reach what u want and u not bad too so u not bad and not religious u exctally like who dance on the meddle of the stairs no one see him nor the high floor people or the down floor people.theres allot in ur life do u still want me still recall everything to u or thats enough. one day u say something maybe its correct that u lives alone and u well die alone.hey sir are u ok iwakeup from the momries on my naughbors say that ifeeltwater on my face down to my lips ithought its sea water but when itaste it was so salty and bitter coz it was my tears ifind the young couple beside me gather my things from the sand all my things fall down on sand without ifeel they say sir are u ok we talk to u but u never replay u look paralyesed in ur chair and all ur things fall on sand ur cegaret and papers samdich all all.r u ok sir.iwanted to replay but ididnt know what to say iwasent controlling my self all idid after isaw the tears on the girl eyes and the pity look at me iwalk awy without irespoinse iknow all people look at me now all think what im or what happin but only god can know while im walking awy iknowt now when was the first day icame in the beach and the wave hit my back so ifall irelised that im falling in sadness sea

the prophets

adam.father of humanity/he lives1000 year.books say he buried in india and some say in makka and some say in jerusalem



idris.achenok.he lives on earth 865 years and he went up to heaven and never down again and he still alive there



noah.first of massengers.he stay in his people for 950 years books say he buried in kufa mosque and some say in the red mountine and some say in makka in kabba



hood.transboundary.he lives 464 years and buried in hadramawt(yemen)

saleh.books didnt say how long he lives and where he buried but some say he buried in hadramawr(yemen)


lot.books didnt say how long he lives but it say he buried in suar village


ibrahim.father of prophets.he lives200 years born after the great flood by 1263 years buried in hebron (palstine)and there his first wife sarah buried too


ismail.he lives 137 years and buried beside his mother(hajar)in makka


issac.he lives 180 years and he buried with his father ibrahim in hebron(palstine)


jacoub.isreal.he lives 147 die in egypt and coz of his will his son joussef move him and bury him in hebron(palstine)


joussef.the hounst.he lives 110 years and coz his will his brothers moved him to bury in nablus(palstine)


shuaib. prophet of allah.books didnt say how long he lives and his grave in hattin (palstine)


ayub.the patient.he lives 93 years he buried beside his wife in shiekh saad village neer damascus


dhuulkipl.books didnt say how long he lives.he born in egypt and die in sinai in days of straying of children of isreal.and it say he buried beside his father in syria.


younis.books didnt say how long he lives nor wheres his grave


moses.allah talker.he lives 120 years die in sinai and buried there


Aaron.he lives 122 die in sinai same year moses die and he buried there


aliace.books didnt say how long he lives but say he born after cheldren of isreal enter palstine.and say his grave in baalbek(lebnon)


elisha.books didnt say how long he live or where he go after his people mutiny him in banias (syria)


david.he lives 100 year and his kingdoom stay for 40 years


solomon.he lives 52 years and his kingdoom stays 40 years too and he die while he sititng on his chair and stay whole year before any creater know he die


zakaria.he lives 150 years and who killed his son yahea cut him by hacksaw


yahea.john.books didnt say how long he lives born in same year christ born.slaughterd while he in apse as willing of protestute and unfair king.say his head buried in caliphy mousqe in damascuses


the christ.issa son of mariam.he lives on earth 33 years god up him to his sky after his message by 3 years.books say his mother mariam lived 6 years after him and she die in age of 53

muhammed.massenger of allah.born in makka in year 570.dies in age of 63 buried in his wife aisha house the (prophetal mosque)now in maddinah suadi arabia.


(allah we ask u by every name u have to gather us with them in shadows of ur throne in the day of no shadow well be only ur throne shadow oh allah of mankind u the mercyfull.and peace be upon muhammed and all the prophet and massengers )

im terrorist

one day iface my reallity he say im terrorist and start shout allot of insults ididnt listeen much coz my mind go in another space.istart ask my self why im terrorist?what make me like this?
and then iknowt why and what reasons lead me to be like that
first coz im muslim and now islam and muslims is the terrorism and terrorist for all world
the denger who all there affried of coz islam against there life style against all of what they do against jungle law they live by against adorn and sex without marrieg and they cant live without cheating and have sex with anyone they catch coz islam against drinking and harming our bodys and souls by alcoholl and all this things.
im terrorist coz im religous and ipractice my religon when i rise my beard then im terrorist
when icover or have muslim girl wearing hijab and not shows her body then im terrorist
when ikneel and bow only for god(allah)then im terrorist coz inever kneel or bow to there idles
when idont drink im terrorist when ikeep my virginty till igot married then im terrorist when ilearn my religon then im terrorist when iteach my religon then im terrorist when irepete verses of my holly book(quran )then im terrorist if isay ihave my religon morales and tredations then im terrorist if iwant stay away of what they do then im terrorist.when ipray in mousqe im terrorist.when ifast ibe terrorist when igo my holly lands i be terrorist when istand to defend my belifes ibe terrorist when istop them of mocking my religon and belifes then im terrorist.
when ilove my country then im terrorist.when iwant her become better and better then im terrorist.when idont accept injustice then im terrorist when ihate dictatorian then im terrorist when iwant all equal then im terrorist when iwant justice then im terrorist when iwant my human rights then im terrorist when iwant to live like all humans then im terrorist when iwant rise my family on my morales then im terrorist when irefused the wrong then im terrorist when italk and demand my rights my simple rights then im terrorist.
if my country occupied and ifight to free her then im terrorist if i blow my self in whom occupied my land then im terrorist if ikilled the invaders ibe terrorist if igain money to help who fight to free our land ibe terrorist if ididnt accept humiliting and ignominy from invaders then im terrorist if want my land free then im terrorist if iprotect the peace by the force then im terrorist if imake my own rules for peace then im terrorist if ididnt surrender to them then im terrorist .if ididnt obey them then im terrorist. if ididnt kneel and bow to them then im terrorist.if ididnt give them my back to kick then im terrorist.if ididnt suck and lick the dirts they through then im terrorist.if ididnt thank for there kinds of making us from the first world then im terrorist.if ihate there policy then im terrorist.if isay and wespire to myself that iwish new free world then im terrorist.if and if and if then im the terrorist if isay no and refused there will then im terrorist.if idont want them controll me then im terrorist .if idont want them paint my life with there colors then im terrorist .if iwant wear my own clothes not there styles then im terrorist.if idont want them make my heart stoned then im terrorist if idont want live with there jungles law and say no then im terrorist but iwell always say no and no one or even all world armys well stop me from saying no even if all leaves me and istand alone iwell keep say no if they shoot me by thousand built iwell keep say no if they through me from the highest mountin iwell say no if the putt me in deepest ocean iwell say no if they cut me thousand piece ever piece of me well say thousand no.no for there controll.no for there hegemony.no for there powers no for there authority.no for there submission.no for surrender no for there policy no for there double standerd dealing with us.no for there armys.no for there seduction.no for there weapons no no no and million no im not affried of u and iwell not be(god(allah) promise us by victory and u promise us by defeat and iwait tillwe see who well win)so heres my reason to be terrorist so im proudly ideclare im terrorist and im happy to be that terrorist if who do that in there eyes is terrorist then im born to be terrorist and iwell die terrorist if thats the price for my love to my religion and country so im happly pay it anmd ready to pay much much more if some is ready to give every cheap and expinsive to there lovers then its so cheap if igive my own soul and blood to the biggest love over earth to my god and my religion and my contryso that price so cheap and anything else for anyone is expinsivecoz that im me declare in my full mental strength that im terrorist so terrorist terrorist forever till the end.im terrorist .me is terrorist.terrorist is me im so much allot many ttteeerrrrrrooorrriiisssttt im terrorist and iwell be and istay and iwas terrorist and always say no whatever happin well say no and istay terrorist as im and maybe iwell developed it to be more terrorist and to say more noooooooooooo whoever stand in my face.for u bush isay no for u blair isay no.for u olmart isay no.for u rice isay no.for u cheney isay no.for u united states of america isay no.for u united kingdoom isay no.for u isreal isay no.no for ur policy for ur greedy for ur armys no for everything is nooooooooooo.im terrorist and istay always say noooo

thats the rewared coz ilove my country

my last blog was about the memory of my brave solders of my country who free our occupied lands from the isrealian invaders.anyone loves his country he must be happy when his country wins and sad if it loss and ofcourse cant accept any one to occupied his country.so iwrote the blog for the memory of the solders who free our lands 34 years ago .anyway after ipost the blog igot 1 comment on it it was my rewared coz ilove my country and someone say to me(Anonymous said...
You bastard terrorist, how can you be so happy when ther's only waste and cruelty in your mind?)
well ithink its obvious that who comment me on my 6 october blog was isreallian and he insult me and say im terrorist coz ilove my country and ofcourse thats not wierd of isrealians who occupied lands and kill old and womens and kids no mattre what.iwell be prouad of his comment coz anyone can say where the truth is in this stupid world when things is be up is down and down is up so its not strange when we accuse anyone of anything only coz he loves his country and happy for that.and ofcourse its not stranger at all on isrealian to be like that to hate someone just coz he love his country coz its obvious hows his country and her master u.s.a how they want roll the world the way they want its not strange on killers when they convert the truth and switch the morales in this world.my accustion igot is not that bad coz its the newlook nowdays anyone without know u or know anything about u can accuse u easly in this freaky world everything avilable and ready always at anytime.
im not sad or mad of the comment actually im happy so happy coz its comes from isrealian or at lest someone like them and cant know anything in anything when a killer insult u and call u names u must laugh and feel happy coz like that u know that u r right and on the direct path coz bad people always try take what they have from dirt and putt it on u like that they well feel they r clean if all worl dirty they be happy coz thats there nature
im so proud of this comment so proud coz im muslim egyptian and iwell stay always like that whatever happin and iwell sacrfise my blood and soul for the sake of that.

6 october

in this day the 6 of october 34 years ago what happin was unbelivable thing for all egyptian
in this day the egyptian army start the war against isrealian army to free our land that been occupied since 1967 and now its our day to free our land from the invader isrealians
isreal attackes egypt among few other countrys in 1967 and occupied the northen east part of egypt it called sinai.betwen sinai and the rest of egypt is suez canal so after isreal occupied it it start to bulid the greatest and biggest and most fortificated line on the coast of the canal so that the egyptian cant pass it this idea was famous in wars before like what france did in world war when they built magnou line.and isreal do the same and build barlefe line against egyptian the millitry experts says in all arouand the world that even atomic boombs can defete that line so theres no hope for egyptian to pass there and free sinai.but no one know the egyptian since thae start of the age 37or38 invaders try occupied egypt and all faild coz always egypt a grave to all invaders.so all isrealians got so arrogant becuase there defnse line that no one can pass it even by atomic boomb.in same time was the egyptian works so hard and in silent .after few years from preparing and trining was every thing complet all is ready for freedoom war to free our lands.was such great plane all the world got surprise of it all was think egypt is finished and cant war again and even if egyptians trys they well get horrible defeate but the amazing that the egyptian succes in trick isreal and her ally U.S.A and the rest of the world in the 6 of october in 2 afternoon the war start without anyone feel.all in same time thousand of egyptian solders start across the canal on rubbery boats same time fighting planes attacke isrealian while big guns tears down the isrealian and egyptian divers deep in the canal to block the napalm pipes coz isrealian full the canal of napalm pipes so they can burn it if anyone want pass but the divers block it all.everyone says how this crazy egyptian well pass the barlefe defense line .well and some say why even atomic boomb cant destroy the line .?the answer that isrealian after they build it very fortificated and putt huge and big dust and sands on it so that even atomic cant beat sand and dust.so what well the egyptian do to beat the sand and dust line hmmmmm after the solders across the canal in there boats and when the reach there here the surprise the start beat the line by water. huge water pumps make the line collapse in few hours .and after 6 hourse was 80.000 thousand egyptian solder in the other side giving the isrealian leason they well never forget.


to all the brave solders who fight and sacrfise there souls for there country sake.to who give his blood and flesh on the sand of sinai to free it with every drop of there bloods that irrigate the pure land of sinai.we well never forget u heros never and forever u in our hearts without what u done we wasent like that now.ur heroisms the history well stay tell it forever and we well always say it and tell it .in commemoration of all egyptian lions solders who give all and everything for us.salute to u all iwish iwas with u there fighting and dieng for the sake of my country.iwish i accompany u in god heavens u in now.salute to whom plans all that and amazed all the world salute to u my egypt salute to ur sons who give all expinsive and cheap for ur sake.and well stay always egypt is a grave to the invaders.
by ur sons soul and blood always and forever u well be save egypt from all and anyone have greed in u allah protect u egypt and protect ur sons who well be always for u whatever what
prophet muhammed(pbuh)say whenever u get egypt take allot and many solder from egyptian becuase they r best solders over earth.
crazy hitler says give me russian weapons and german mind and egyptian solders and iwell occupoied the whole world.
thanks allah the great and almighty that u create us muslims and egyptian
u well stay forever grave for invaders my egypt by ur sons
im one of ur sons who dosent want be from another place coz im crazy in ur love my egypt
im muslim and egyptian and iwell stay like this till i die for ur sake
(egypt the grave of invaders(and there ruins well stay forever witness on that

U.S.A the great empire2

when u.s.a declare there country and start the united states.ofcourse like all knows they sell most of the states from other countrys like france nethrlands russia.....and take the lands that under native american by force by killing them and erease them from there mother lands whole native tribe annihilate by americans.the oregnal people anihilate by the occupitipn people who comes from eroupe.and thats was the start of all states on the native americans bodys and take there lands there bafflos there planets everything.and who still from the native they imgrate them from there place to another far place so far hundred or thousand of miles away.and that was first step in building the great empire.now the roll on who hmmmmmmmmm slaves blacks its not just roll its something all humanity must be ashame of it tills the end of humanity.innocent people god create them black poor in there lands betwen jungles dosent know much about world but now the ships come ships of the white man with guns things they never saw and white man take thosand of those poor blacks he lead them like monkys without any mercy tobe slaves.servant for the white man yeh those savage barbarian people must be slaves for the intellgant handsome educated white man so he can raise there standerd to the world .why for god sake who say that to take innocent and take them away of there people and there land and make them slaves who say that in what law in the eropuan white man law.thousand of black's toke to america and be slaves there.so first was native americans then now africans those was the first vectimes of the u.s.a.in the first of this century u.s.a is riasing as big world power after the new staes join they take new mexico and california from mexico and many other states they take it from there oregnaly countrys.and try lead other countrys to get there freedom from the spanish occupition not for the sake of freedoom but for the sake of u.s intrest and that shows later of what u.s do with all this countrys.we jump into the world war 2 when japan attackes u.s.a what happin something only we can say about it its so mean when u.s.a arrest all americans whom oregnaly from japan or there roots from there even they was already american citzens but they arrest them.and ofcourse how u.s.a finish the war by the crime of the century when u.s.a boomb heroshema and najazake by atomic boombs with no mercy or or any morales hundred of thosnad dies and millions got effected coz the 2 boombs ereased 2 citys from the map with there people womens men old young babys even animals and plants.what mercyless.and the istory well always say the barbrian of modern age who use that weapon against innocent.and after this war and world war finish and u.s.a is walking as the biggest winner coz the war was already away of the american lands so she didnt lose anything actually she won everything eroupe now like the old sick man the old empires is gone and all now is under u.s.a commands.so u.s.a assign herslf as the cop of the world and start interver in all countrys mattres.in 50's u.s.a interver in the korean war in same time when the cubian revlution win and ofcourse it was comunest she make siege on it .and now its turn to asian country veitnam american war there cost 50-70 thousand dead solder from the american side and more than 2 millions of vietnames villeger and innocent people.after the humiliting deafet did u.s.a stop now she continue interver in others mattre in same time what was the situation inside the u.s.a comunity was the racesim in highest level against black's and other races but was spicaly for black people places only for white people no black is allowed to enter there and in universty and clubs even in bus only few seats is allowed to black allot of blacks get killed but they dont arrest anyone of the crime why coz the black was not human for them oh god .and the other races laten mexicans asian all is citzens from the second deagre.thats was the great empire u.s.a treats people back again to intevering mattres.u.s.a when start was famous sentince expressing about there u.sa is the land of freedoom and opertunity lets look at freedoom word they say they want lead all the world to freedoom in latin america u.s.a support all dectatoric systems even against there people all there care that they be loyl to the u.s.a nomattre what the do or what crimes the commet in chile u.s.a support augesto benoshea system against the chilian people and they blind of all his crimes killing thousand and arrest more.and noreaga and fugemore in peru and all dectatork systems arouand the world u.s.a support it always and when people cant stand it it be first one who reject it.after the soviet union collapse u.s.a start her unlimited arrogance now no power in the world can stood infront of her.she keep interver all arouand the earth lebnon in 1982. cuba.necaraga.philipin .west eroupe.panama.no place was save from the u.s.a intervering in 90's u.s.a boombed sudan and afganstan by planes after 9/11 u.s.a gone mad attacks afganstan and ocuppid it and arrest thousand and presion them in juantanamo without any accustion and is that was enough to her no she start provoke iraq and accuse it that he own messdestraction weapons and attacke it and occupie it and kill thouasand and ruined the country and plunder all there treasures and oil.in wars always bad things happin but not like what american solders done in iraq example few solders attackes innocent iraqy house killed the man and his wife and there baby 6 years old girl and rape the older daughter she was only 14 after they rape her they burn her body till death and allot of this kind of things like abu ghareeb presion and what happin there .is all that was enough to the u.s.a no nothing always enough she start threat iran syria and want attacke themoh god what well be enough to u.s.a what well be enoug?????????so thats the great empire that rise on others body corpsethats the greatest empire the U.S.A

U.S.A the great empire

Christopher Columbus.who discoverd the new lands like they say he discover america.in 1492.he wasent the first man to go there the vaiking reach there but columbus whos make relaitions betwen america and the other continents.the native americans was the oregnal people there they lived there for 8000 year before the christ.and columbus find them there.at the first no much care the world gives to the new land the spanish wasent care allot about it they saw in it just land with barbarian people living there.this time was the gold age for the church in eroupe the church rolld all the countrys with the powers of the religious church all kings and princes obey and after they discoverd the native americans ofcourse the church find them idolaters and that wasent accepted in this time so they start convert them by force or burn who dont convert.but also the spanish didnt care much about the new land they didnt build citys or try make community there just some spanish fishers was there.but in the 16century the britch succes and build first city there.after columbus discover america the eroupians go there from spain and england.spanish settle in middle and south and the britch in the north.and then the spanish discoverd the gold in the south and that news go to eroupe and that makes more eroupian to go the america.and the britch start search of the gold too but they dint find gold in the north but they find tobacco.indian americans smoke the tobacco for hundred of years and when the britch find it and the smoking start to spread in all eroupe and that give them allot of money and life start grow in this moment they need more workers more labores where can they get oh the blacks from africa.so they send there ships to costs of africa to get the the slaves the biggest crime in history.in the 17 century start problims betwen britch government and the people of america after the famouse incdent in boston when the britch solders killed many of american militias.then the revolution starts and the fight start betwen americans and britch.or like they call it independence war.in 1776 they declare the independent of britaniaand creating the united states of america.in 1781 the americans won the war in yorktown battle.and in 1783 both parts sign versay treatment and that was the declaring of the end of the american revlouation.and after 3 years all stats envoys sign on the constituation agrement for the all countrys.

into the ocean

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore


Without a life vest, I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can bebe


I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down


Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jetsam sunk, I'm left behindI'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)


Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space


I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down


Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean, end it all


Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)


I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down


Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

only you

Only you can make this world seem right
Only you can make the darkness bright.
Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you.

Only you can make this change in me,
for it's true, you are my destiny.
When you hold my hand,
I understand the magic that you do.
You're my dream come true,
my one and only you.

Only you can make this change in me,
for it's true, you are my destiny.
When you hold my hand,
I understand the magic that you do.
You're my dream come true,
my one and only you.
One and only you.

9/11spical view(4)

after hetler and nazism.u.s.a make soviet and comminzm is the enemy and make all people affried of that.but after soviet union collapse u.s.a dont have enemy so they must make enemy so they try with china and south korea but people didnt convinced that the enemy.so u.s.a start new enemy mysterious enemy no one there know much about that enemy.the new enemy is islam.and islamofobia started everyone is affried of islam and muslims and u.s.a policy find it perfect issue to controll the mind of people by it.icant deny we must blame muslims to on that coz they didnt show the people out there the islamic religion how much he is peacefull and full of human intrests and great values the real world need it now but also the people out there didnt search of the truth and let the leaders of there countrys play in there minds and putt whatever they want in it.after the full aid from u.s.a to isreal against all billion muslim and after the amercan stand against everything islamic.muslims know that u.s.a treats them by double standerd spicaly with the oil in middle east and welth out there and show of how u.s.a is so greedy of it.then now u.s.a is officily enemy for muslims chasing them in every place with ready accusitions even with things they never do.after lebnon war in 1982 and the amercan roll in it and after they give iraq the green light to occupied kuwitt then the start getoff iraq all muslims know the amercan game that country after country in 90's muslims start and want take any situation of u.s.a spicaly after the explosion in oklahoma the ready accuse was muslim do it and after awhile it show that amercan citizen who do it and not muslim at all he was belonging to amercan groub.but did that clearing islam no u.s.a still make muslims is the enemy and now the arabian countrys people see that u.s.a is supporting the bad leaders of there countrys and in same the leaders obey u.s.a in everything its like the white house who lead the arabian countrys with no care of the unjastice and subdual who people see and letting isreal do whatever she do without any resbonsbility on it.now u.s.a do whatever she do in 1996 u.s.a fight planes attackes sudan by justified that theres factory for lethal weapons and they destroy it but all world discover it was factory for medcins and attacking afganstan too in same time to destroy tterriost camps but who die in it.kids and womens and old mens.alqaeda was raising this time youth muslim mens who is saw there islamic world rolled by u.s.a and there governments take orders from u.s.a and islamic countrys lives in poor and injustice and they saw how that muslims all arouand the world in accusing cage and how humiliation they see and one reason for that is u.s.a policy and ofcourse isreal is behinde some can say why muslims hate isreal is't only coz isreal occupied palstine and killed thousnad and emigrat millions of the palstnian?well thats is agood reason but theres something else that isreal attackes another 4 countrys before.egypt.syria.lebnon.jordan.in the isrealian hetage they want there country from the nail(egypt)till alfrorat(iraq)thats the big isreal they want and u.s.a policy is always beside isreal in whtever they do.so the main reason for muslims to hate u.s.a policy is isreal that plus another few reason how u.s.a want the welth of petrolum in arabian countrys and how they against everything islamic and how they support bad arabian governments.so all that is enough reason to make resistance against u.s.a and alqaeda start that.some of them have militry skills and some was fighters against soviet union in afganstan.so they qualifaid to face u.s.a.all what im trying to say that the true gulity is the u.s.a herself no one else but what the u.s.a policy through this years and like they say what u well sowing u well harvest. who sow evil he wel harvest evil.u.s.a always treats other countrys that they r less than amercans and all can remember whats happin to the original citzens how they treated them .so what u.s.a do all this years she harvest now.and not only muslims who hate u.s.a policy last statistics say that more than 83% of all world people hate u.s.a policy .always u.s.a accuse other by terror but more than 78% think that u.s.a is the biggest denger on the world peace.so anyone before he blame others and accuse other he must say that to u.s.a coz everything happin in this world u can find fingerprint say made in u.s.a

9/11spical view(3)

so the cold war was all over the world in rouands some u.s.a won and some soviets won and all the damge comes on the innocent people anyway since the time u.s.a start aid isreal with everything and makes isreal her first ally arab countrys start hate u.s.a not the country just hate the policy that always against arabian rights even in united nation the amercan veto was always ready to help isrealeven if the whole world was against isreal but always u.s.a protect him the far that u.s.a use the veto right in united nation about 37or38 times for isreal sake anyway after egypt defete isreal in 1973 war and allknow what u.s.a done with isreal till she almost involved in the war not officily ofcourse the amercan policy was unbelivable all in isreal side all against arab and muslims rights even in peace agreement betwen egypt and isreal u.s.a try putt all pressure on the egyptian side.after few years isreal attackes another arabian country lebnon and the amercan roll was so obvious again even after that u.s.a send amercan solders there amercan marines but she retreat them in humliting view when sucider boomb his car in marines building kills hundred of marines.but isrealian crimes that u.s.a coverd there still witness on them.in another cercle of the cold war but now in eroupe in east eroupe the comminust countrys there u.s.a succes that he penetrate deeply in it till he succes to make the mutiny the comminzm system and that was hard beat to soviets.and in another place now more east till afganstan soviet union occupied this poor country to help the comminust people there to roll and afganstanian start to fight the soviets and u.s.a find it great chance to bayback what soviets do with vietnames against amercan so u.s.a aid the afganian fighters till they give soviets degrading defete makes the collapse of soviet union come faster coz those fighters fight the great army with his tanks and planes and ships only with his reffles and his faith.after little years soviet union collapse and the great soviet power vanish and u.s.a stays alone on the stage the only power.so the cold war finished already and now the only magnate is u.s.a.the secret word betwen u.s.a and arabs is isreal.the unbliveable aid and pickup from u.s.a to isreal was the moving power for muslims to hate u.s.a policy but theres another reason too so important that u.s.a always support the dectatoring systems in arabs country even against the people .example like how much u.s.a support sadam in iraq in the 80's and help him even against his own nation and ignore all his crimes coz he was working with there intrest and in war with iran the enemy of u.s.a.and allot of this things coz almost all arabian countrys rolled by dectatorians taking there orders from the white house even its against there people.and this is the second reason.3rd reason we must go back to the theory of the illusionary enemy.

9/11spical view(2)

before the isrealian declare there country isrealian gangs start there massacrates against the arabs to force them to live there land this gangs was aragon and haganah was the biggest gangs in it the killd allot of innocent people men kids and womens without mercy and resualt of this massacrates allot of people left there land and escape by there lives to another and the gangs make big succes in that after declaring isreal country that gangs become the army of isreal in 1948 was the declare of isrealian country u.s.a and soviet union was almost neutrals in this mattre and england and france was the official sponsers for isreal and helping and so on.till 1956 when egypt nationalize the canal of suez and was england and france have stocks in the canal so they decided to attacke egypt to controll the canal but they need reason to attacke to occupied the canal so they find in isreal perfect ally in that and secret agreement betwen ben jorion prime minister of isreal and antony iden prime minister of england and molieae prime minister of france.that isreal attackes egypt till the suez canal and that happind then england and france give both countrys warning to keep away of the canal then the war starts and 3 armys unit togther against the egyptian army heres the u.s.a and soviet union roll start the give warning to the 3 countrys to stop there attacke against egypt and this force thim to stop.so it was great thing even the give this warning only coz this war start without the 3 countrys take apremission from u.s.a and soviet union so they didnt sstop the war love for peace or for the sake of innocent people blood anyway.so isreal start the first clash with arabian countrys and the 2 biggest country takes bigger situation after few years the official sponser of isreal become the u.s.a and isreal her first ally.and this roll show up in 1967 when isreal attackes and occupied places in 3 countrys in egypt and syria and jorden and occupied all of palstinian country.in this war u.s.a aid isreal with everything money weapons even with troops.and ofcourse isreal won this war and take allot of land and occupied it.the soviet union takes the arab countrys`side but not same as u.s.a with isreal.in same time another war in another place was runing war or vietnam but this time was officialy u.s.a in this war fighting against communistes villegar and ofcourse soviet union was there just behinde the scene with the communistes villeger and u.s.a loses this war against vietnam and the wining was kind for soviet union system against there bitter enemy u.s.a vietnams cost u.s.a about 50.000 to 70.000 solder wer killed from the amercans and almost 2 million people die from vietnam people but mostly was innocent not fighters.and this caused u.s.a first defete in the new history and scandal in politicse.back to the middle east u.s.a helps her ally isreal with all powers till the year 1973 when egypt and syria attackes isreal in surprising war to take back there occupied land that isearl occupie it 1967 and the war give her resault on the egyptian side only and egyptian army won the war and reback almost his land from isrealian and thats the first defete to isreal since the declare there countrwas on the egyptian army hands.but the syrian fails to do same and isreal won on that side again her the 2 great powers shows on the action field u.s.a hurry to help her ally isreal coz the huge loses egypt made in her so they open the amercan weapons storge for isreal without limit even they give isreal the most newest weapons that even the amercan army didnt have it yet.but that wasent enough they send solders too to fight with isreal against egypt and after the war they claim that the solders was jews and u.s.a dont know anything about them coz they left there platons and join isreal without permission.in same time soviet union wasent giving same aid to his allys the arabian countrys coz that egypt won her war but syria couldnt win.but after the war was everything clear that how much u.s.a aid for isreal.since the 50's of this centry the oil was discoverd in the arabian countrys almost the countrys was floating on oil.so this area become so important for the west.and go away to cuba and there was another rouand betwen u.s.a and soviet union but this time was so dengrous rouand coz it was about to start nuclear war betwen both of them when cuba convince soviet union to putt nuclear missles against u.s.a but in last second god was mercyfull to all and it finished but this mattre gives u.s.a and amercan people alram that soviet union is capable to reach them easly or like they say that soviet union was in ther back yardso the cold war was runing all over the world.

9/11spical view(1)

today the 6th memory for 9/11 attackes in u.s.a since this day the muslims becomes targets for all kindof attackes and accusations with reason and withoutin this attackes dies in it almost 3 thousand innocent in it but what after this attackes dies more than 1million and half from innocent muslims and thousands personed in all over the world with only accusation thats they r terrorists or giving help to terrorists or related to terrorists all countrys find it great chance to get ride of persons they dont want all under u.s.a commands.lets start again 9/11 attackes who declare his resbonsbility of it(alqaeda) say we did it and its muslim then muslims who did it thats was the first shoot and the world become wild against muslims till bush declare starting of war against terror.lets go years back till the world war 2.in the nauture of humans that they cant live without enamy enamy makes them live working hard fearing of the enamy give there blood much enrgy .in this while was nazism the enamy hetler was the enamyby the all ugly in he and all crimes he do and his crazy ideas who leads him to the end of his live and the defeat the world start to change the old powers withdraw a side and other powers take the place.united states of amerca and the soviet union.u.s.a and u.s.s.r those r the leaders of the new world those the new powers who free the world from the great evil.nazism and defeat it and give the world new hope but those 2 powers is so diffrant.capitalism.communism 2 diffrant systems and against each other in everything so they much clash both.after they won the worry everyone of them starts to try extend his powers in other countrys to take it under there wing and coz that the world divided to 2 teams one with capitalism and the other with communismand the cold war starts first shoot was in korea war and divided to 2 countrys north korea is communist and south korea is capitalist.and the both countrys keep on doing this to aid the other countrys enamy to take thim under her wing.soviet union and his system takes all eastern eroupe and some countrys in latin amerca and in asia nad africa.and some other with the capitalist with .u.s.a and her system.and so little try to be neutral.years go and the cold war get more wild its now the turn on the middle east and arab countrys.the middle east have his own problims.palstine the holly place for all religion his the open wound in all arab hearts and his makes resault for everything now.palstine since the beging is arabian country build by some arabian tribes called (yibossines) build it 4thousand years before the christ birth so its arabin country since the start not jews like they claim coz jews tribes only enter it 1300 year before the christ birth.anyway all this time palstine is arabic place till 1948 before that age britsh was occupied palstine since1918 and was in 1917 something called belfore promise to the jew to give them palstine to build country there with no care of the arabs there all this years palstine was under english occupied and jews start go there from all arouand the world little by little without anyone notice to build there jewsh country in the year of 1948 the britsh end there occupition to palstine in same moment jews declare there country there on few places of palstine not all of it and the stragle start from this moment.

iwant die today

today all my sadness come again today iwant die today
all my wounds opens today all my graves open today
today isaw her pic with him today isaw both of them
today my heart lost everything today icant find anything
why igo there why why isaw the pics why why im doing that
why ilove her and she didnt love me why why idesirve that why
what ido in my life to get that puinshment why
why im that weake why why my tears falls down on her why
why istill love her while shes with another why
why ilove her and she never think in me why why
why icant kill myself and rest from all that why
oh god only if wasent forrbidn ikill myself now to rest forever
igive her my life my soul what iget brokinheart
destroyed life no future no love what iget is big zero
maybe coz im bigger zero in this life so idont desirve more
iwas starting to get peace with myself just start but now
now all gone now isaw her pics with him now ireally want die
idont want this life anymore idont want it why ilive in live
im nothing in it nothing for others nothing for the one ilove
and big nothing for myself im biggest nothing on earth
oh god please help me icant stand that icant iswear icant
idont want desobey u but icant stand anymore
im so weake so weake .
ihate the day iknow her.ihate the day italk to her
ihate the day isaw her .ihate my self but icant hate her
coz icant stop love her icant just icant
ihate today ihate who take her from me
ihate this net ihate everything ihate my self
but cant hate her icant and cant stop loving her
so better thing idie iwant to die
yes today isaw her pics with him so
today iwant to die