i learn

i learn
its not important where r u right now the important is where r u going right now.
ilearn
that the key for failer is to try satisfy everyone u know
ilearn
its better for man to regret of what he did than he bemoan of what he didnt do
ilearn
the good action better than good words
ilearn
people forget how fast u do ur work but they remember whats ur work kind
ilearn
theres allot ge the advise but little who make use from it
ilearn
the good climbing concntrate on his aim and dont look down for the dengers that make mind out
ilearn
that the failer of the experiment not the worse in life.fail that we dont try
ilearn
that we in school and collage we learn the lessons then we get tests but in real life we face tests first then we learn the lessons
ilearn
simple conversation with wise man is better than study for month
ilearn
theres people swimm to the ship and other people waste there time waiting
ilearn
that the one didnt finish when he lose but when he withdraw
ilearn
the one who win in the last.the one who have the ability to patience and standing
ilearn
that most effictive weapons man have is time and patience
ilearn
that man must dream of stars but same time must'nt forget his feets on earth
ilearn
that when u laugh whole world laugh to u and when u cry u cry alone
ilearn
that theres big diffrance betwen regreting and escaping
ilearn
that the fruiting tree people always attacke
ilearn
that most wounderfull feeling is the feeling from ur inside that u made the right thing even if the whole world against u
ilearn
that if the man didnt find something to die for it.the mostly he wont find anything to live for it
ilearn
that everything u see great in this life begin with idea and small begin
ilearn finaly..........
that smille dont cost anything but mean allot
ilearn so what did u learn??????

heart pulses

when u sit alone,and hear ur inner voice whispers.what do u want from the life?what is ur aim?then what?and till when?then becarfull and dont be busy to answer.keep to give ur inner voice great care.when u imagin urself is witness on ur own funralstop and look at ur life that u living.u have chance for changego ahead ur life still in ur handsur heart pulses well be asked so did u prepare answer for the ask?if u dont have answer dot worry.dont bend ur head.after what!then u go.ur god a sin forgiving.and repentance accepterthe repentance with him eliminate sins happined befor itand make the sin convert to good deeds congratulationsgive me ur hand and grant me ur brotherhood im ur hounst advisorur heart pulses.iputt my hands on it firstlycoz its worrys echoin it moments of expectation and awein it you betwen past and presentwhere u was been and how u wasu heard her groaning tat shakes the entity callingconfused idont know where to go.start in this moment and dont procrasting and say:my god is allah then straighten upand make ur beats from today happniesangel is ur guardians then no worry on u and u well not sadengood news for u in the life and in hereafterno changing for ur god words.so why u become confusedand from what u well be affriedplant the hope in ur heartand u must know that when u pure ur intentionand emigrat by it for allah and only for allahwhen u love ur creator glory to him by ur all heartthen u make every love in him and for himwhen u trust in god the great and almightyand recommend ur soul to himand when u direct ur concern to the great mattrescertainly u well taste sweetnes of the ur lifeand u well feel pleasure and comfrt even if u was in top of tierdnessfight urself by judging her always light her inner emthusiasm and be responsable of itrefresh ur life brilliance by praying reading god words and thinking in him worshiping him supplications to himread and read then read and think thinkmake the step and seek to build alwaysu r center and axis and focal point so attract all arouand ube an ideal and use god guidnessbe clear firm knowldge by aim and the meansand make hounsty ur logo u well survivebe hounst with god.urself.and otherspunish who desobey allah in u by obeying allah in himtry understand others so they well understand uand give them the air to expresscare to not force anyone of what u wantlove without conditions and accept others like they rand be cooperatsmile even if u was angryand make ur smile hounst from ur deep insidehelp otheres by kind words.and praise and pray with good intentionand tender polite voice and dont say ifix myself then fix others say ifix myself with others same timeand make ur logo(idont want be diffrant than what istop u from it all iwant is reforming if ican and my success is only by god in him itrust and for him my deputyand remember that the all is greater than the tottal of his partsso stay with the groub even if they contradicted uand must know that god didnt creat anyone to be side on shelf so dont putt anyone side on shelfbe jealous for ur religion and work for his gloryand care to understand it correct so basics is firstlook for prophets and massehgers storys and good people to coz u the one who wash other people hearts and take her out from darkness of failer to hopes lights.u who well make this people numbers have meaning in this lifemaybe i advise u allot and and was some harsh buti ask u give me excuse coz ur love and longing to meets u fulling my heart even idont know u.but brotherhood in faith enough
isent to u from my heart vocative.answer my friend god has call uwakeup friend we didnt created to have fun or straglle the life in fightremember my bro if hand of death catch u cutting ur dreamsif eyes cry saded on u or ist death who takes ur strengthdecide then try then rejoiceask help from allah and dont fail allah enough to his slavewhen ur heart beats remember allahwhen u hear ur heart pulses remember that ur lord who creat it its ur heart pulses not anyone else and this my own heart pulses

fair writters

this is what some fair writers and knowldeg people in west say about prophet muhammed (pbuh) after they read and know it his life and what he do for the humanity
the eroupian history writer (gees metchner) say in hes articale(the super personalty) muhammed by hes super personalty he makes revilition in the arabian area and in all the east he destroy the statues they worship and established itrinty religion to worship allah only.
the amircan sicentest (meackel hears) say/muhammed was the only man in history who sucses on all standers in religion and in life in sperit and human standerd.this incradible union betwen religion and life and u cant find nothing like that before hem and after hem makes hem the greatest person in the human history have effect on the human in all the history
the french philosfe (cardefoe) says/muhammed was the inspierd and beliving prophet and no one can take this high possition from hem the feeling of equality and brotherhood that muhammed established betwen all muslim whatever there colours or places was real practice even the prophet hem self
the russian writer and philosfe (tolestoy) says in articale(who is muhammed)says/muhammed is establisher and massenger.he was from the greatest mens who service the whole humanbeens great servieces.and its enough to hem that he guide awhole nation to the light of the rightness and make her go to peace road and leve the killing and all bloody acts like doing human sacurfise and he open to her the road to civilesed and futear.and what he done is action only great man can do man has stronge man desirve respect and high place man
the english writer( bernard show) say/eruope now start to feel the wesdome of muhammed and start to live hes religion and it well make the islamic religion incent from all bad and lies accused by eroupian people says in the middle centrys church in this age accused islim by allot of lies now islam is the right and those is the evil.so that ican say from now ifeel that the islamic eroupian age is coming no skeep from it.and ibelive that man like muhammed if he rulled the whole world now he well get amazing succses in that and he could lead the whole world to the goods and kindness and he can solve all world trouples by ways get the peace and happinse all wanted.and he says .the people who follow muhammed is the most people so polites in there talk about the christ it show they realy love hem and respect hem
the britesh history writer.(willeam moear) says in hes book(muhammed life) muhammed has clear talks and words and easy religion not complected.and the actions he done makes the minds surprised amazing the minds and u cant find in the history any one make the souls wakeup he rise the morales and decent in very short time u cant find any one like prophet of muslims muhammed
the german poeam writer (guitah) says/juses was pure feeling and never belive in any one only the only god the one no god but hem allah in hes almighty.and whom make juses god they insult hem.and the right is what prophet muhammed says.that juses is prophet from god and hes massenger but allah is in hes almighty is the one allah with no son or father or waife no one born hem or he birth any one and no one can get neer little neer to be equal to allah
the spanish writer (jaan leak) says in hes book (the arab)u cant describe muhammed life better than allah describtion in muslims holly book(quran)he describe it by (and we send u as A mercy to all mankinds)muhammed was true really mercy,and i pray at hem by passion really the norwayian writer (dr inerberg) who spicalest on eastern studyes say /the child born in islam it concederd born clean as the nature.but the christiant judging on the childs and say they born fulling of sins.and it was before more than haundred years they was dive there babys in water to clean them from the sin and if they die before the wash they wasent buierd them in graves they through it in the trash coz they dirty by the sin as they think.so u can see who is on the right muslims who saying everyone born clean or the christians who through the babys in trash without there fault????
and this poem is made to the christians to ask them about the god and the christ ..........
to who worship the christ we have qustion we need answer from who understandif the god die on hes own creation hand so how he can be god?
and is he satisfay of what they done to hem.if he satisfay they must be happy to kill hem?
and if he mad of what they do to hem then they are more strong than hem ?
and do the universe stay without god after he die ,who to listen to the pryes?
and is now the seven skys empty and he buierd now in dust?
is the world empty now coz the god crossed hes hand now?and how the angels didnt help hem after they hear hes cry?
and how the woods stand to carry the true god who creat it it to be crossed?
and how the iron can harm hes flash isnt the true god who creat it?
and how hes enmyes hand can get and slap hes back isnt the god?
and how the christ back to live or the one is make hem back is else another god?
and how it be agrave inside it the god isnt he created isnt he god?
and how the god be in women belly nine monthes feeding hem inside it isnt he god?
and how he be birth from women vagina birth it weake small opining hes mouth to breast feeding isnt he god?
and then he eat and drink and must go bathroom to urine is that god?
allah in hes almighty away of what christians says and he well ask them why u worship another one and leave allah.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Indeed Your Lord is Allah ,Who created the heavens and the earth in six Days,and then He rose over(Istawa) the Throne(really in a manner that suits His Majesty)He brings the night as a cover over the day,seeking it rapidly.and (He created )the sun ,the moon ,the stars subjected to His Command.Blessed is Allah ,the Lord of the Alamin(mankind ,jinn and all that exists)!!! will they not believe. Who informed Muhammad(Peace be upon him)the Illiterate Prophet with the internal waves and the darkness in a vast deep seas,Allah(Glory be to Him)said ,or(the state of a disbeliever) is like the darkness in a vast deep sea,overwhelmed with waves topped by waves ,topped by dark clouds,(layers of)darkness upon darkness,If a man stretches out his hand, he can hardly see it!And he for whom Allah has not appointed light ,For him there is no light!!

o god!

Ask him those in the Skies and land every day is about mattre.
if the sea shake and flare up the waves and the wind blow rage.people in ship calls o god.....
if one lost in desert and rider deviate of his way and convoy confused in his walk all calls o god.....
.if the deasaster happins and the catastroohe now and the calamity sit the victim the afflicted calls.o god.....
if doors locked to seekers and the veil down aginst who asks.all shouts o god............
.if tricks dont work and ways closed and hopes ended and ropes cuts all calls o god.........
If narrowed on you the land in what welcomed and narrowed on you yourself in what carried .u well call o god.......irememberd u and every mattre gloomy.....
black and face of age dark dustyin nights ishout out ur name screeming.....
So if all dawn smiling to him all pleasant words go.. and pure supplication..and sincere shouter..and innocent tears..and longing suffering to him in nights arms spread..and hands in needs..and eyes in help and asks in hardnessin his name tounges singsand ask help and praise nd call.
in remembring him hearts feel safe and souls settled.and emotions calm and nerve cools down.and to come to one's senses.and conviction to stable.(Allah kind in his slaves)
allah;best names.prettiest letters.most hounst phrases.most expinsive words(do u know anyone like him?)
allah;so if the wealth and remaining.and power and glory.honor and ability and wisdom(for who the ownership today for allah the subduer the one/god/)
allah;so if grace and care.relief and aid.cordiality and charity(whatever u have from blessing is from allah)
allah;the majesty and greatness.prestige and powerwhatever we sip in ur loftiness of letters.....sanctity souls sing by itu god the greatest and the all meaning.....god in ur loftiness been led o god!replace the agony by consolation.and rewared of sad is joy.and when fear safe
o god.comfrt the fire of heart by ice of sureness.and cold the firebrand of the souls by water of belive.
o god!throgh on sleepless eyes safe sleepiness from u.and on wild souls calmness.and give her neer guidness
o god!guide the confused eyes to ur light.and lost ways to ur strightpathand the straying of the road to ur right guidance.
o god!earase the temptations by hounst sunrise of light.and vanish false consciences by corps of right.and repulse devil cunning by aid from ur angel solders.
o god!take our sadness.and erase our sorrow.and kick out our worry.we seek ur protection from fear unless from u.and needing anyone unless u.and reliance unless of u.and ask unless from u.and seeking help unless from u.u our lord the great lord and the great helper
o god! u who hear us when no one but u
forgive us please

smell of the cry

in name of allah most gracious the most mercifull
is theres any sin gives u pain???
and u wish to leave it before leaving shrouds surrounds u and putt u under dust?????
its neer u putt ur head on it and bow
and let ur vessels that mix with arrogance and disobedience taste
the servility and submission
and let ur eye that cry allot to cry to ur final let it wash ur sin
go neer to ur lord and send ur soul there to touch sheer of life
and let ur heart uncover ur secret to him and complin ur pain
frank him by ur love to his heaven and ur scarry of his hell and ur heart
beating longing to see him and meet him
and confess to him...
that u love him say it from ur heart.
ilove u my god.
ilove u
and ur love hug my soul till firmament of the sky
my god my love
night drop his veil
and every lover come alone with his love
and im alone with u my lord and my tears complin to u my weakness
and my soul escape by my sin.and my shoulders mortal of greatness of my sins.
and my sins mix pain to my blood.
my confussion defeted me so ilost words and go to bow to u
and my rib curves affried of u and everything in me desert me and attach to u.
my god....my creator.........my lord
icry and noone heard my crying
and ipain and noone feels my pain except u
u who more mercifull of me than myself.take me in ur greatness of mercy
and dont forbidden me by my ignorant and my bad actions of
the blessing of ur grave.
o god!forbidden hell on body full of fear from u and longing to u
and dont leave me in the doomsday when u show me past sins and crimes
iswear by ur almighty
im destroyed if u didnt forgive me
glory u how could imeet u by my face what face can imeet u
what foot ican stand betwen ur hands
by what tounge italk to u
by what eye ilook at u
only ihave my heart full of love to u and tears
so accept me my god..my lord..my master.. my creator.......my allah

ican't explain

There's something I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

So expect me to beCalling you to see
if you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me
"I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me
"I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to seeDo I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

lover prayers

I want to share my life with you
The good, the bad, for imposibile get you
Share every dream, share every day
For as long as we live and breathe, Ok?
There’s no one else that could compare with you
Now that we’ve met, no one else will do.
I love you with a love that is pure and true
And I know that our love will get us through the happyness
You are like the sunshine on a cold dark day
Your love warms me with its tender rays
And your love calms me like the deep blue sea.
I want to be with you forever…you belong to me
To share our joys, our sorrows and raise a family.
No one else could ever take you place
Now that we’ve met and I’ve gazed upon your face.
Promise me that you’ll be mine forever and
I’ll let you lead the way.
I’ll follow you where ever you go and
Live to love you every day.
I know GOD sent you and that
He saved you for me, knowing that I deserve you and
Because you are that amazing, super wonderful
That stands out from all the rest.
I’ve never felt this way before
It’s only you I’ll always adore
If you tell me I’ll be yours for ever
And ever more.
You can be mine and I’ll be yours
Together we can do anything
Just take my hand and let’s be a "we"
You are the best thing by far, that’s ever happened to me.
Someday as we look back on all the pain and strife
It will be worth it - all the hardships in life.
Because we have each other, happiness that money can’t buy
An eternal love, as endless as the sky.
I love you,
No one else will do
And so I pledge my heart to you.
When I’m with you
The world fades away
So I’ll wait patiently until the day
When your true love you do declare
Until then, just know that I am here
To lift you, love you
And share my heart
I dont want lost you
Please come back to me

hate me today

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at nightWhile I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fightYou never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to takeSo I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mindAnd do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and waveKicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have madeAnd like a baby boy I never was a manUntil I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my handAnd then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to beAnd then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

falling in sadness sea

in hot day of may igot the call.now im going in worktrip ididnt mind actually coz ilove this city its full of amazing beachs on the medetrinian sea ithought in it as chance ican catch few hours on the beachs there and hangout in the nights.iwas needingmuch realy ihave been few years ididnt go there.now im in the train going there when iarrived ican smell the fresh air.ifeel pain in my throught and ihave been 36 hours without sleep so iwanted to sleep so badly but the flat iwell stay in it not ready yet so istayed in coffeshop to drink hot thing but idrink 3not only 1 hhhaaaa oh god its 11pm now im in the flat iwanted to sleep but first itake shower and do my pryers ohhh iforget im hungry ididnt eat since morning im so careless in the eating mattre .now im going to bed sweet bed is calling me samehhhhhh.iwake feeling active in my self i open the window and looked to the street isee people all familys is going to beach they stay all day there on beach and in streets in night that realy nice.im in the meeting now its just talk for hours but its ok theres many days coming.3days now im in meeting all day and just in night igo to hangout now my chance im going to beach itake the towel and some sandwichs and my cegarets plus the news papers.idont need anything else.igo there itake my seat direct infront of the sea ilike this.so isit relaxing resesting to jump in the water from the first minute.iwas enjoing reading paper while looking at sea and the kids play after hour or so isay igo take walk to those rocks the view from there look nice iwalk in the water edge and cold nice water in my feets while im reaching the rocks iheard someone call my name samehhhh iturn to look whos calling me in same time awave come and hit my back ifall in sand people laugh and ilaugh too.istay awhile on the rocks waves hit me nicly and looking deep inside the sea it give u feeling how much im small see what god creation its just sea what about oceans or out space or or or.anyway igo back to my seat to eat so sandwich the icant resest no more imust swimm now slow i enter the water im not good swimmer but idont care the feeling when the water touch ur skin is unbelivable cant resest it it cleans all of u always igot this feeling that iwant sleep inside the water ofcourse icant or iwake find my self in grece or france hhhhaaaa anyway ineed it to wash my heart ineed it for the salty water help me to cauterize my wounded heart istay hour or so and feelt tierd so igo out and si on beach for awhile then to home.days passing in meetings but lets pass this all now im going to beach again.iwasent feeling happy like before why idont know but im going anyway idont want lose this chance idont know when ican get it again im there taking my seat in my favorite place and ihave my usaly things but idecided to swimm more longer time today so after 15 minutes ijump in water swimm and relax in water and play with kids there hhhaaa itry to act like im great swimmer or that ican pass the whole ocean in one day hhhhaaaaaaaaaa iwas enjoing swimming and looking to kids and people arouand me when isaw here she looks like the girl iwas in love with her she didnt look that much but have little semalirity with her but that make me recall everything since imeet her and fall in her love like crazy till the moment she breakes my heart and left me without reason of me for another one or whatever irememberd how much iwas loving her how much iwas crazy in her she was my first love ever even my age inever love before just when iknowt her ifall in her so deep till icouldnt see anything else only her in my life all my life going arouand herwhile im awake and sleep while eating showering even in work or in friends weddings party all time she was the only isee any girl iwas imagin her in it iused to tell her icant live without her .igive her my soul my heart my body itold her the breath im breathing is for her but in end my rewared was bye idont love u after all the time and after everything she tell me before that she love me and want me only and imust be with her after all the marrieg planes wedding kids all all my planes was useless in end she broke my heart that easy she put my heart under her feets and step on it with no mercy did she know ifall suck after that did she know iwas hosptaliezed coz of her ilost my appettite iwas neer to death she dont know all that and even if she know she dont care coz shes in another one arms now .ipity my self for all this coz the tender sweet heart ithought in her it appears his crulity his savages her heart mercyless.iwakeu from my memories on little naughty kid sprinkling water on me ismille at him while my heart bleeds igo out of water sit on beach looking to sea or maybe the sea inside me endless but dark more than the real sea its time to go home iknow now why ididnt feel happy early today.daying passing and ialmost finished my meetings and work friends say its last day come go to beach ididnt want to go iwas feeling sad the trip that iwas think iwell enjoy and feel comfrt bring more sadness to me it shows me how much im alone.but they insest and force me to go itake deep breath and say to my self im more stronger than that iwell go whatever happin iarrived there wasent many people there but the wether was realy nice after isit awhile igo swimm iwas feeling no desire but iresest after 10 minutes in water ifeelt little comfrt and start to enjoy when ihear someone call my name sameh.sameh .sameh iturn every place ididnt find anyone ishake my head and say maybe im wrong or water inside my ears make me think someone call but the voice come back and say u dont know who im isay no in loaud voice people look at me ifeelt imparressed and idive my head in water under one wave when irise it again iheard it again now iknow where he come its coming from my mind .oh god im hallucinating irun out of the water and sit on my chair ifind all my body is tremoring iputt the towel and smoke a cegaret to calm down and tryed to make my mind busy itoke the news paper and start reading but icouldnt concentrate ilooked arouand me to look to kids or anything to take my mind away.can iborrow the paper please iheard my naughbor say that.isay sure and give it to him ilook at him he was looks same my age or neer of it and his wife was with him they look new married couple.ilooked back to the sea and the kids when ihear that stop reading ilooked from the side of my eye to the young ccouple isaw the girl take away the paper from her husband and give it to me and she was saying to him no nothing well take u from me even amoment she was putting her head on his chest while he was surronded her by his arms ismille icant deny i invey him but itake my eyes away of them so iwont embarrass them.in this moment iheard the voice again says its me im ur conscience u cant hide anything of me all ur life with me all ur memories all ur feeling all of u with me.all and everything in ur life ur mesrable life u try to pretend u was happy no u not u never fall in love till u meet this girl u lost allot of many do u remember ur failling project u do udidnt waste only ur money no u waste ur brother money too yes he didnt talk or care but u blame urself every day u do ur best there to make it work maybe but ithink theres more u was could do but u surrender that easy yes u want it to succes and u do allot but u faild u stay year and half even ur mom didnt see u for once coz afaild project u lost ur wight u become nervous even when ur mom first see u ur skin lokked darker u make her cry.what about collage u enter acollage u hate and u make problims there.what about ur family hirtage u cant take.do u still remember ur dad he die 16 years ago he was great man so kind cant harm afly do u still remember that.and now ur work u in field u dont like and u making loses in it.u want get ur own company r u ready for it can u mange it r u ready u dont even have enough money yet.u faild to have any of ur dreams all of it u didnt get any.and what about religion u wanted to be religious and u was good but u didnt reach what u want and u not bad too so u not bad and not religious u exctally like who dance on the meddle of the stairs no one see him nor the high floor people or the down floor people.theres allot in ur life do u still want me still recall everything to u or thats enough. one day u say something maybe its correct that u lives alone and u well die alone.hey sir are u ok iwakeup from the momries on my naughbors say that ifeeltwater on my face down to my lips ithought its sea water but when itaste it was so salty and bitter coz it was my tears ifind the young couple beside me gather my things from the sand all my things fall down on sand without ifeel they say sir are u ok we talk to u but u never replay u look paralyesed in ur chair and all ur things fall on sand ur cegaret and papers samdich all all.r u ok sir.iwanted to replay but ididnt know what to say iwasent controlling my self all idid after isaw the tears on the girl eyes and the pity look at me iwalk awy without irespoinse iknow all people look at me now all think what im or what happin but only god can know while im walking awy iknowt now when was the first day icame in the beach and the wave hit my back so ifall irelised that im falling in sadness sea