HOW MUCH!GOD IS GREAT

be sure if you planet good you
will harvest good also........

women in her car crying,little girl selling tissues see her and come to her and give her one to wipe her tears with smile on the girl face and left.
the women drive the car and went cafe to drink something and when the man come she give him big amount with smile on her face and left.
the man after his shift went to resturant and eat and when the casher come he give him much more than the food cost with smile on his face and left.
the casher in his way to home find man lost his money and so miserable he give him money to go home with smile on his face and just left.
the man who lost his money in his way to home went to buy fruits and he give the man more than fruits cost with smile on his face and left.
the man after closing his fruits shop he went to the butcher and buy some meat and give him more than the price of the meat with smile on his face and left.
the butcher after he close he take the rest of meat to home and in his way to home find old poor kind women try to claim her house stairs he helped her and give her some meat with some money larg amount of money with smile on his face and just left.
the old women cooked the meat and make delcious meal and waited till the door open and her granddaughter comes....
she was the little girl who sell the tissues with smile on her face and everyone smile on his face....

see your god how much he is great and merciefull and much tender than the women on her baby.
smile will change allot and maybe small help from you will be so great to someone else.
you dont know if u only smile and help just one how much that will help others.....

p.s ijust read this and liek it so ijust translate it.

LONGING FOR THE MOST GRACIOUS

LONGING to you the most gracious
LONGING to your repentancing
LONGING to your forgivness
LONGING to your contentedness

LONGING to prostrat in pray for you
to see your enemy under dust for you
LONGING to be close to you
so i pray more for you

LONGING for breaking and servility in your hands
LONGING to feel my tears moves
and shower on my face for you

LONGING to be gready in your generosity
desiring in your contentedness
LONGING to your holly words
down on my heart cold and peace

LONGING to your mercifull
LONGING to your covering
LONGING to your lover
LONGIN to his intercessions
and your intercessions

LONGING to your pardon
LONGING to your heaven
LONGING to your angels
to tell me enter safe and peacefully
from your gracious

ohhh my carving to your paradise
and the land ther
and the dimoands
ohhh my carving to rivers and birds
and good companions
ohhh my carving to you
ohhh my carving to see you

and irepet im so LONGING to you my gracious
LONGING to you be my auditory
LONGING to you be my optical
LONGING to you be my hand
and replace my embryo

LONGING to your contentedness
LONGING to meet you
LONGING to your light surround me
LONGING to your bless flood me
LONGING to your view dazzle me
LONGING to your generous full me
LONGING to your angels wrrped me
LONGING to your care protect me
LONGING to you my deputy longing to my helper

to help me on myself so idont carry on it
and to let myself only to you

LONGING to see you
do u long to see me?
with my sins and mistakes?
and my nonfeasance and ingratitude
and my unfair to myself
how can imeet u while i disobey you.
on your land and under your sky.
breathing your air and eating from your goods
how do ilong to who used me to worship him
and i used his blessing to disobey him
oh my fearlessness...and shameless

how do imeet you and me is me and you is you
how do imeet you owner of generosity and honoring
and im desperate of your mercy
and u closer to me more than my veins

and u meet me after it by that qustion
oh human what deceive you of your generous god
tears of the world cant compare my shyness
from your mercy.
im LONGING to your mercy

you the gracious of life and after death
you gracious of waster slaves
im LONGING to your blesses an favor on me
icome to you prisoner low to you
icome to you my lord my forgivneer in my sins
and my disasters.dont dispoint me you never break
your promise to us.

iswear at you by your glory and your loftiness
and your perfection.
to accept me and to be contentedness on me
not by my deeds but by your mercy and forgivness
ohhh what i a longing ihave to you
and waiting to meet you
to flood me with your blesses
and loving
because im longing to you
MOST GRACIOUS

MY WOUND BIRTHDAY

1 year whole year,12 months,365 days,8760 hours,525600 minutes,31536000 seconds,since you left me and broke my heart.year full of pain and depression passed with the sorrow in it with the tears like rains with endless cry and so little joy with no more dreams or hopes.my wound you creat it and it wont close ever coz it graved my heart and left open wound in it, all medicens in the world cant heal it coz it made by you.some say year would be enough to make me forget and isay no even century cant make me forget,why coz the open wound never make me forget,when ifeel fake senstion of happines the wound screem and say wake up did u forget me,im your open wound and iwill never close iwill never end and never die,ibeg him please leave me let me continue my life forgive and make me forget.iwant my life back but he never reponse he just show me the missing place of my heart he show me my wound place,and that was his deadly answer for my beg.in one moment allah change any mattre for better or worse and ihave been year whole year to change my worse to little better and ikeep wait even more years,we meet like this month and u left me also in this month is that coinsednce or you plan it?the month bring my happines same month take it from me,it's not his fault but my heart cant love this month anymore.how funny this life take you so high then through u deep underground without mercy and who take you high same one who through you down,someone you feelt she is the most tender person ever and now she is the most crule ever.now it's open invite for my wound birthday but please dont bring me gifts just bring me medcine or bring me tissue so ican wipe my tears,and no need to close the lights coz ihave been a year with no lights,here is the cake black and red cake made from my sadness and sorrow,and one candel giving darl light and the candel tears is blood coz this is my wound birthday.

ESCAPER TO ALLAH

ALLAH im escaper and always i was escaper,i was escaper from you and now im escaper to you.iwalk in darkness and run from your light always.and i knowt deep inside me i will come to you again even after awhile.i always wanted to back to you.im your refugee please accept me,i dont have anyplace or anyone but you,i dont have home,i dont have family,i dont have love,i dont have life,all i have is you.accept me i beg,im down on my knees,my face bows to you,i prostrate to you,i melt for you,all i have is you.if you didnt accept me whom shall accept me,if you didnt forgive me whom will forgive me,no mercy but your mercy,no justice but your justice,no life but your life,no god but you my god,you and only you,you the one and the only,you the god the lord,the forgiver,only you ALLAH.
who will wipe my tears just you,i wish i have tears just for you,you the one desirve my tears,but sorry my sins make my tears like heavy stones carried on my heart my crule heart when im away of you.im the disobedient,im the sineer,im the mistakeer,im and im and im,but who is im?im your slave your reuterned slave,who return to you after he discover that he dosent have anyone or anything but you.walking alone in my darkness careless ignorant and feeling i controll the universe,ididnt know im so weak and useless and nothing till i needed you,and feelt how small im and dont desirve anything at all coz we dont know you the true you and i didnt esteem you the way u desirve cause im the stupid and ignorant creater who think only in himself and his desires only.but to whom ican go, to whom ican run,who can save me,who can help me,who can take me in his arms and take me away of everything,who but you you and you only ALLAH.save me ALLAH,help me ALLAH,take me in your hands ALLAH,wipe my tears ALLAH,heal my wounds ALLAH,take me from my soul darkness to your almighty lights.make walk to you open you arms for me,ineed you and never need anyone like i need you now,you the shelter for all homeless refugee runers,you the hug for needers.you the saver for the scareds,you and you only for us ALLAH,my lord im on your door and spread my hands asking for you to accept me whom do i have but you my supporter,this my simple soliloquy im the runer refugee to you,you the only i can tell him what i have and feel,
only you my LORD,my FORGIVER,my CREATOR, my GOD,my ALLAH

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE BENEFICENT, THE MERCIFUL
SAY: HE IS ALLAH, THE ONE AND ONLY; ALLAH, THE ETERNAL, ABSOLUTE; HE BEGETTETH NOT, NOR IS HE BEGOTTEN; AND THERE IS NONE LIKE UNTO HIM.

SAY: O MY SLAVES WHO HAVE BEEN PRODIGAL TO THEIR OWN HURT! DESPAIR NOT OF THE MERCY OF ALLAH, WHO FORGIVETH ALL SINS. LO! HE IS THE FORGIVING, THE MERCIFUL.

YOU MY ALLAH FORGIVE ME AND ACCEPT ME ALWAYS,WIPE MY TEARS AND MAKE MY HEART AND TEARS JUST FOR YOU,
ALLAH