Friday, August 31, 2007

the axis of evil

in this strange world u can find allot of diffrant thoughts all this comes from
background or a study or reading or any kind of culture some is just from
listning .some from media.some from people arouand us.all kind of information
someone say befor.that the human kind is big receiving dish
because we receive diffrent things from diffrent sources.when the sources be
many and different then her's the reallity the hounsty.the credibility of
the information.but if i take my information from one source iwell doubt the credibility of it.maybe that source have bad intentions.isay this words coz what isee nowdays that all people or most of them spicaly in western countrys have one source of information and this source is the media only the media spicaly in western countrys like isay they roll people by media.most people there belives everything they hear in media no one bouther himself to find other sources to be sure it's right or wrong.and now almost the wrong informations is about muslims and islamic religion and arabs and most of people just hear things in media so they fast belive without thinks it's right or wrong or maybe someone publish it for his bad intention? so they dont search if this information right or wrong.idont say all people there is like that but its big number or most of western are like that.they hear in media that muslims is bunch terrorists islamic religion is encouraging the terriosm.muslims hates other religion.muslims want kill everyone on earth.muslims is blood lovers.muslims is blood sakers.muslims is the axis of evil. all that what people there hear in the media but do any try to find if it's true or not so little whom did.but the fair one who search of the hounstly of the information he find always the right thing so his view point changes 180degree.its not fair really to insult others without evdance or with weake evdance allot of insults now for islamic religion .for muslims and our morales our traditions our priciples our values.before u think bad in islam read in it first dont judge before u know the truth just little effort well give u allot of
truth in your search to be fair with us and with god and with yourself.now who's the real axis of evil? the true axis of evil is
1.who have bad intention and he is behinde the wrong information
2.the media who publish all information to get the scoop
3.who listen to them without searching its true or wrong
thats is the axis of evil

should ileave?

should ileave?should istay?
should icome back another day
what you say about me?
what you see in me
should ileave?should istay?
when i see your tears even
it was crocodail tears
should ileave?should istay
when isee your fake smilles
should ileave?should istay?
when i feel my heart breakes
should ileave?should istay?
when isee you with him
should ileave? should istay?
should icome back another day?
what you say all is play
when u make me wanna fly
all u say is play
should ileave?should istay?
should icome back anotherday

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

in your eyes















in your eyes.in your innocent eyes.in your pure eyes.in your childesh eyes
in your sweet eyes.in your cute eyes.in your beautiful eyes.in your eyes
in your eyes love and hate.in your eyes war and peace
in your eyes childesh and femininity
in your eyes my life and my death
in your eyes my existence and my disappearance
in your eyes my grave and my palace
in your eyes sympathetic and careless
in your eyes mercy and severity
in your eyes my sea and my homeland
in your eyes my ships take me for neverland
in your eyes my spaceship fly me to the moon
in your eyes my fights and my surrenders
in your eyes waves throughing my heart away
in your eyes mix betwen ice and fire
in your eyes passion makes my heart melt from first sight
in your eyes rays comes makes meinvisable
in your eyes heat make me all over sweat
in your eyes massdestruction attackes me so isurrnder
your eyes killed me and ionly have the guilt
in your eyes my present and my future
in your eyes the weapon that killed me but ideclare
my innocent killer.its all in.in.in
in your eyes







picturs talks better



edah iwant marry you because u mean the happines to me and my love to you is endless.my sayang






now u just wakeup allot of girls well be jealous of you coz that no one look so beautiful after he wake only you be like that







what a brightin face full of joy and giving joy spicaly to me whenever isee you my heart beats so fast booom booom boom









mysterious look makes the heart popup looking and staring to you









so innocent whenever ilook to this picture its like im looking to so cute childesh baby








a bet wild but wildness mixed with purity with innocenity just want to sit for hours looking at you







growing girl allot of self confidant just the rouand face saying allot and hidding allot








inteligence is showing from the eyes with the glasses like cute professor.but my problim in ur cheeks like red appels





anyone can compare betwen those 2 picturs ???? first one from the right my edah when she was teeneager shes likd little dreaming princess waiting the knight coming on the white horse i already give payment to buy horse.scond picture the princess grow up so become a queen my queen.my sayang













well ihave for you more than 200 picture and all of them is so pretty and they makes a problim to me to see them every day so iforget the time with it.but actually imean to do that coz thats my world now.ilove you sayang

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

don't wounder

dont wounder
if you search of your heart and can't find it
and search of your feeling and can't find it
and search of your dreams but can't find it
and you discoverd the robber is the closest one to you
don't wounder
if your emotions dead infront of your eyes
and your wishs dead infront of your eyes
and your life breathe one's last infront of your eyes
and you discoverd the killer is closest one to you
don't wounder
if they decide on you to hang you alive
and by to be lost alive
and by death alive
and you discoverd the judge is closest one to you
dont wounder
if they talk badly about you
and through you by minor sin and great sins
and accuse you by crimes u never done
and you discoverd the unfair was the closest one to you
don't wounder
if they used your trust in themand full your back by perfidy daggers
and make you lose your self confidence and in others
and you discoverd the traitor was the closest one to you
don't wounder
if they destroy you insidely
and pluckout your red roses
and they ravage by ruin in your life orchards
and you discoverd the destroyer was the closest one to you
don't wounder
if they give you sorrow drop by drop
and steal your years moment by moment
and tear your dreams slice by slice
and you discoverd the tormenting was the closest one to you
don't wounder
if they learn u haterd after love
and severity after tenderness
and perfidy after faithfulness
and you discoverd the teacher was the closest one to you
don't wounder
if you become crushed gum under others teths
and tasty bite in there mouthes
and greasy talk in there councils
and you discoverd the author was the closest one to you
don't wounder
dont be amazed whatever you lost from anything
and whatever u discoverd from anything
coz its your destiny to live in time everthing
in it possible.allowed.and reasonable....
so thatdont give your heart to who cant apprcite your nearness

Monday, August 27, 2007

this girl(most beautiful girl in earth)my sayang




this girl /ilove this girl so much/iadore this girl so much/ilike this girl so much/isayangthis girl so much/im intrested in this girl so much/i have passion to this girl so much/ ihave affection to this girl so much/ihave fondness to this girl so much/ im attracted to this girl so much/im addected to this girl so much/im roaming in this girl so much/im wandering for this girl so much/im ardent to this girl so much/im crazy of her soooooo much.

maybe u say im realy crazy now but the true im so rational coz that ilove her coz no girl on earth like her not in old times or in future shes uniqe very so much uniqe but im only crazy in her in her love crazy in her face.crazy in her heart.crazy in her beauty.crazy in her seductives.crazy in her sexy.im crazy in her body.im crazy in her lips.im crazy in her arms .im crazy in her heart.im crazy in her smille.im crazy in her laugh.im crazy in her voice.im crazy in her when she cry.im crazy in her soul im crazy in her way of clothes.im crazy in her eyes.im crazy in her all of her.im crazy in everything in her or anything she touch or say or love or want im crazy only with her and about her and for her im crazy.

saya sayang edah .saya bayi edah.saya kehidupan edah.ku selaiu katakan bahawa ku takkan sayang sebarang kerana ku sahaja maklum pada sayang edah.agaknya ur sayang pada saya tiada hakiki dan saya maklum bahwa sudah.edah u berfikir nya khayalan malah bahawa adalah ku hakikat.dan ku perigi selalu tinggal pada dia hingga ku mati kerana ku sayang u hingga ku mati.berfikir nya khayalan ataupun tiada. ku tiada jagaan.segala saya jagaan bahawa ku sayang edah hingga saya mati bahawa mencukupi pada saya.

ilove u so much and no one well love u like ilove u and iwell stay on my love till my death for ever and for ever and for ever thats the only thing iknow now that icant love or iwell love any else but u coz not u only in my heart no u in my mind too and my soul and u in my blood u in my flesh in my bones. u r inside me ilove u iswear im u r everything to me u r my wholife u r my girl my love my sayang sayang sayang

(note for cerious people iuse pink color in all my posts coz its her favorite color)

Sunday, August 26, 2007

whyyyyyyy???????(please read it from down to top)

But question what the Quran says!






Without looking to the tradition of Islam, people believe what the newspapers say.







But when any Muslim makes a mistake or treats people in a bad manner - people say "Islam is the reason"!







When someone drives a perfect car in a bad way no one blames the car.


???When there is a trouble we accept any solution? If the solution lies in Islam, we refuse to take a look at it.???????

But when a Palestinian does that to save his son from being killed, his brother's arm being broken, his mother being raped, his home being destroyed, and his mosque being violated -- He gets the title of a terrorist! Why? Because he is a Muslim!




When someone sacrfices himself to keep others alive, he is noble and all respect him.


????????????When a Christian or a Jew kills someone religion is not mentioned, but when Muslim is charged with a crime, it is Islam that goes to trial!?????????????????




But when he dedicates himself to Islam he is hopeless!



When a child dedicates himself to a subject he has potential.






But when Muslimah wears a Hijab they prevent her from entering her university!






Any girl can go to university wearing what she wills and have her rights and freedom?




But when a Muslim woman does so by her will, they say, "she needs to be liberated"!




When a western women stays at home to look after her house and kids she is respected because of sacrificing herself and doing good for the household?






But when Muslimah does the same she oppressed






Why a nun can be covered from head to toe in order to devote herself to God




But when Muslim does the same, he is an extremist and terrorist!






  • Why a Jew can grow his beard in order to practice his faith




in my heart

in my heart

if we love somebody could be this strong

iwell fight to win our love will conquer all

iwouldnt risk my love even just one night

our love will stay in my heart.my heart.my heart

ifight and tryed to fight so long to keep u but ifaild

idont know how but all iknow that ifaild

iloved u legendary love love like old times love

ilove u with my soul before my heart and mind

u hurt me allot but istayedlove u. every time u hurt me

itryed to hate u but icouldnt coz ifound that my heart

can only love u.iwasent this person before yes its not me

coz of u ibecome like this but ifaild in keeping u

iwounder why how but idont know know realy

idont know.itold u iwell die if u left me u think its joke

coz im alive now.but im realy dead man just walking

all ican say that iloved u with my soul my heart my feelings

my emotions but u r now with anotherone.

all ican say in my heart that...

ifailddddddddddddd

Saturday, August 25, 2007

is't worthy

is't worthy to spend ur life alone.counting faces loved u and others u loved.and block ur windows of the world.and close ur doors in face of the coming.and burn ur life years by ur pain knife?and cry on ruins of dead story dieng without death.and cry without voice?and lost ur confidence in others and refuse the hounst hearts just coz someone faild to exchange ur feeling to him and ur great love?is't deserve to be angry till the border of revoluation the border of ignition to be stimulated and to burn till the border of fiery and to burn till the border of pain and to pain till the border crying and to cry till the border of brokenness and ur whiten becomes blacks and ur joy to mourning and ur smille to tears and ur optimism to pessimism???????is't worthy that u dont start by greetings and not start by handshake to them.and slough them from there humanity? and judg them by death sentence and rip off there right to defend there self?and exaggerate in exposing there negativity to otheres to confines who arouand u by ur right and ur case????????is't worthy that u hate them after love and avoiding talk about them and avoid the roard that goes to them.and mock on ur hounst sacrificing with them.and regret on ur unlimited giving to them.and u call ur self by stupidity and naivety.and curse ur beautifiul days with them.and deformity there beauty inside u to be man with more deformiting and reality????????????is't worthy to get paqin or regret.and hide behinde our memories.and live in our trgedy details and remember our sorrow and forget the joy and repet in the dark of our nights sad melodys.we increase the dimness to full us scary.and increase our wounds bleeding??????is't worthy.the life is way we must walk it in his every detalis and everything in it?so why the sadness why regreting why the pain????????is't worthy to forget ur humanity and strangle the voices of ur melodys.to freeze ur feeling.to petrifact ur heart.to dried the sweet of ur tears.to suppress the desire of ur heart beating.to stand solid like statue.to kill ur emotions deires.emotions only coz u putt it in heart like solid ice.let ur anxiety to sing.and let ur tears to tell.and let ur heart beat to talk and to tell the that u despite of the solidity u human.human with sweet feeling to tell them its ur humanitythey well not kill it or transform it.transparent like the creek rivers.keep it pure if no human deserve it and try assassint.and if he didnt care by here great palpiation then leave it and keep it coz shes the sign on ur life.so stop them of killing her.dont make them assassint her.its ur life.its ur humanity.its ur reason for exist.its ur soul(so is't worthy)

sayang

sayang is malay word means my love ofcourse idont

speake malay but ilearnt from my sayang she love to

call me that sayang sayang sayang whenever ihear it

or iread it ifind my heart beats so fast like im running

in long marahon but beats with happy souand joy

when ihear it like its come from the sky like birds sing it

like wind wisper by it sea waves yalling by it when it croush

on rocks and when fishs jump happily from the water it say

sayang u my sayang and im ur sayang we r sayang to each other

sayang start with s sameh start with s sae'dah start with s

we both born in same months few little days diffrant and

this month start with s too septmber hhhhhhhhaaaaaaa

even here country start with s ibecome crazy for letter

s and everything relate to it.ofcourse that was only coz of her

idescoverd how much im crazy of her when iwas in the hooly lands

macca and madinah iwas longing to go there for 4 years and

every year for some reason icant go but now im going and

so happy there my chance to reborn to become so pure like

little baby just born and idont want waste this chance

so itake off everything from my head even my family

money life work everything out out except one sae'dah

icouldnt take her out of my mind my thoughts whenever

ido and try but it make me think in her more and more

imake it basic target while im there to pray to her and wish

everything to her and her family inotice that ipray for her

even before ipray for myself iask and wish things to her

even before ido to my self hhhhaaaajust ihope allah accept

all for her .sae'dah elmubarakah

adnique

adnique.edah.sae'dah elmubarakah
all is name for u but my favorite name for u is
my love habibty as iused to call u by that word
before imeet u iwas stoned heart like everyone
say to me man u dont have heart or ur heart is
stone.no they wrong ihave heart and very kind
heart too but iwasent good in expressing my
feeling then u come edah u come and everything
change the stoned heart melt on ur hands
first one u who learn me how to express myself
u who learn me how to uncover my feeling
u who learn me how to descover my emotion
u and only u who do all that since iknowt u
if isay im greatfull not enough thankfull not enough
no words can give u ur right no words can tell u
what iwant say all ican say is onething
adnique.edah.sae'dah elmubarakah is one thing
its love for ever with no endless whatever happin
may allah keep u and save u and guide u always
adnique.edah.sae'dah elmubarakah

Friday, August 24, 2007

sae'dah elmubarakah

sae'dah elmubarakah its just name but means one thing to me
means love of my life means the only love ihave for everrrrrr
s surfing in ur eyes waves not looking for any coast never
a anything she say go direct deeply inside my heart
e endless love ifeel for u no one ever feel it or well feel it
d deeply adoring u with all my senses with all of me
a down on earth or up in sky ionly see u no one else
h heart full of passion full of love full of sea'dah
e edah ur nick name the most beautifull name my ears always hear
l land of my dreams is u land of my wish is u
m many days ionly dream of u in sleep and wakness
u using ur charms on me make my heart melt
b black and white my life was before u but u give it colors
a angel in everything angel on earth angel ilove an angel
k cute face full of innocent like babys im crazy of this face
a angel angel angel angel angel angel angel angel angel
h have never love or iwell love any else but sae'dah elmubarakah

just remember allah

when things are down.
and you are out of your mind
just remember
allah is the all-kind

when your life is in darkness
and nothing is right
just remember
through the darkness
allah is the light

when nothing makes sense
and your heading for demise
just remember.
it doesn't make sense but.allah is the all-wise

when times are troubled
and no one seems to care
just remember
allah won't hurt you.he is just test you

when your is breaking
and your pain makes you fall
just remember
allah sees all.

when you are weak
and the road seems long
just remember
seek strength from the all-strong

when life is aburden
and everything is unstable
just remember
allah is able to do all

when the way is cloudy
and theres no one by your side
just remember
allah is the only guide

when no one wants to listen
or is willing to lend an ear
just remember
allah is the all-hearing

when you are poor and penniless
and you are stuck in aniche
just remember
allah is the rich

when you are down in your misery
and theres nowhere to run
just remember
u can always run to the one

when yor are all alone
and your pain has no end
just remember
allah is the only one you can depend on

and when your scars are hurting
and your heart is in fear
just remember
allah is with those who are patiant